love to hate you.

"Why?!"

15th November 2023, Las Vegas
Emilia's POV

I didn't get out of bed. The whole day. I feel miserable. And I hate myself.

Seriously.

What have I done?!!!

He will hate me once he knows.. to be fair maybe he already does. He broke
off the contact once again a few months ago..

I slept with the best friend of the man I love so much it tears me apart every time he leaves me again.

and again.

If I knew he was his best friend I would've never done that. NEVER. But here we are. I didn't even asked for his name. Maybe if I would've.. maybe i would've recognised something..

And how does his best friend not know me.. ? I do know friends of Pierre but.. how did I never met his best friend before??

It had to be nadri.. he told me about him a few times but we never met.

Fucking hell.

I never want to get out of this hotel room.

A knock on the door makes my heart beat faster. I let out a relieved sigh as I see it's Charles.

I open up and he looks worried "are you okay little one? I haven't heard from you all day?" He looks at me "did you even get out of bed today?"

I shake my head.

He closes the door behind him and puts out the food he got me "I figured you would be hungover, I got you your favorite"

I can't help but crying.

He immediately pulls me close into his arms. "What's wrong?? Did someone hurt you?"

I shake my head "no.. I'm the one that made a mistake. A really big one.."

He looks at me confused "tell me about it."

I shake my head "I hate myself so much."

"Tell me. It's okay." He says smiling softly.

I end up telling him everything. From the drinking and dancing to the night together and the shocking events of this morning.

"Oh shit"

"Yeah.."

"Did you try to tell Pierre?"

"I wanted to talk to him but I'm too embarrassed.."

"You should be the one that tells him. He won't take it easy but maybe if you're the one telling him.." he tries to calm me.

"He will hate me."

"Maybe."

"CHARLES?!!"

"I'm sorry but you slept with his best friend. I would be broken if the woman I love sleeps with my best friend. But I'm sure he will come around again."