love to hate you.

"Do you regret it?"

I enter mine and Charles room as quiet as possible to not wake him up but to my surprise he was still awake watching Netflix. "Hey why are you still awake?" I ask him while joining him in the bed.

"I couldn't sleep.."

I look at him worried, he looks more then tired "Is it because of Pierre?"

He shrugs "I don't know... it's just a lot going on and the fight didn't helped a lot. And my hand aches with every move.."

Wile taking his hand in mine to take a closer look I ask him if he showed it to a doctor yet. He nods "Yeah it's nothing serious it will just take some time."

Charles's look on his face makes me worry even more. I pull him closer so he can lay in my arms "I'm sure it will be better tomorrow."

"I don't really care I probably deserved it." he says while cuddling in deeper.

"Don't say that, you told me you had a reason to do it so-"

He interrupts me before I get the chance to continue "I think I might overreacted.. He's my best friend I should know better.. maybe he struggles or... I don't know. I- maybe I should talk to him?"

"You're asking the wrong person here... I won't talk to him for sure. Do you regret it?"

He sights and takes some time before he answers "Actually no. I don't. All the things he said.. but I could've done it in a different way and not black eye him directly. I want to hear his explanation to everything."

"You think there is a reason that he acts like a dick lately?"

"There has to be... I hope so that would at least explain some of this chaos."

"You're his best friend I'm sure you will work it out."

"You should too. You were best friends... what changed?"

I give him a slight smile "I promise I will tell you the whole story when we're back in Monaco with Arth okay?"

He nods and takes a deep breath "but what did he say to you the night I left you two alone?"

"That doesn't matter.."

"It does to me."

I stroke his hair and sigh "All of this is a mess right now. Can you wait till Monaco then I can tell you both the whole story?"

"Okay thank you"

"For what?"

"You want to tell us... that's very rare lately. I appreciate it."

He's right. I kept quiet some secrets in the past year. It's time to clean the air and tell them everything. They are my family... I know I can trust them.

I give Charles a kiss in his head and turn the tv off "Now try and get some sleep polesitter. You have to get a trophy tomorrow."

He giggles and wishes me a good night. We both fall asleep quickly.

The next morning I wake up because my phone rings. FaceTime call from Lorenzo I rush to the bathroom so I won't wake up Charles.

Good morning, everything okay?

We just landed but...

but?

Arthur forgot to order a driver to take us to the hotel. I mean he just had one job but never mind.

I laugh. Okay I will get ready and pick you all up.

Thank you little one.

I can't stop laughing as i end the call. I love Arthur.. I change my clothes and leave the bathroom. I see Charles looks up so I explain him that I will pick them up and we all will meet at the paddock. He laughs because he know that it's Arthurs fault.

I make my way to the reception. They offer me a car I could take so I made my way to the airport. It really has it's perks knowing the Leclerc's. The airport is a 30 minute drive away so I decide to have a chill carpool session on the way.

At the airport I park the car and run towards Arthur. He both hug like we haven't seen each other in ages. Same goes with the rest of the fam. We put everything in the back of the car and make our way to the airport. We got stuck in traffic so it took us more time to get there.

We all freshen up and decide to change real quick. I put on a white dress and a jacket.

I head over to Arthurs room- he's usually taking longer then me to get ready. He opens the door half way dressed causing me to laugh and shake my head.

"What if someone else would be on the door and not me?" I ask while entering the room. "God Arth what did you do here? You've been here for what? 10 minutes? It's a mess" I laugh and sir dwn on the bed.

"Don't judge me, you know me."

"Yeah.. that's why I do it in the first place."

He runs towards me and i fall back on the bed with him tickeling me. "Okay okay- I'm sorryyy!!" I scream brethless.

He gets off me with a proud smile. Adorable. I'm already planning my revenge.

"Hurry up we are already late cuz I need food and coffeeee!" I complain.

I help him choose his outfit and we meet the others downstairs before we head to the paddock together.

I hoped we could avoid Pierre today but just as we entered the paddock Pascale's eyes fell on Pierre and she calls him over.

This will be a long day.