love to hate you.

"You happend."

I open the door and see Pierre standing there "uhm what are you doing here ?".

He walks past me "Charles wanted to grab Food tonight with the others again so.." he Looks at Charles "Mate did you cry?".

"Yes he did because he-"

"No i didn't now shut up you Little Devil"

I wink at him and he laughs. Then he Looks at Pierre "do you mind if Em joins us ?"

Before Pierre answers I interrupt them "Ehm i don't even want to join.. after yesterday I prefer my Netflix and bed."

Charles smiles at me "you're just stubborn"

I asks if there will be the same people like yesterday and Charles says yes. I see that Pierre didn't know because he became more tense.

"Then I won't be there you don't need more drama then usual so don't worry about me just leave already" I say with a smile. Charles gives me a kiss on the forehead and leaves. Pierre Looks at me for a second before he follows Charles and closes the door.

I hoped to have a chill night with Charles and Netflix but alone is also fine.

After i watch a few episodes of my fav show i realised i forgot to eat today and I am starving.

I was just about to Order myself a burger and fries as i heard a knock on the door and decide to open up.

It's Pierre.. and he holds up a bag with food. I step aside to let him in and he enters.

I was more then confused of why he showed up here "I don't wanna be rude.. even tho I am most of the time.. but what are you doing here..?"

He smiles shyly.. was Pierre Gasly shy?! He mumbled so I couldn't hear what he was saying.

I laugh, it was more then odd that he was this shy "You have to speak louder hun."

He takes a deep breath "I went there.. saw Max.. almost lost my temper again.. so i thought it is better to leave."

I look him straight in his eyes with a smirk on my face "So you decided to come here instead..?"

"Well Charles-"

I interrupt him with a laugh "Oh of course"

He looks confused at me with a What-the-hell-do-you-mean-look.

I just shake my head and smile "Never mind what were you saying?

"Charles had the idea you might need some company and I didn't wanted to show up with empty hands so i bought burgers." He holds up the food and smiles.

I smile too "Good thing you bought burgers otherwise I would've send you straight back to your room."

He laughed.. I liked his laugh.

Then he answers "Yeah thought so.. that's why I didn't came without them I know you for quiet some time now."

We both sit back on the Bed and start eating and watching Netflix.

The time passed by and we continued watching the Netflix show. We didn't really talked much, we just sat there in comfortable silence. He really seemed to be a good company..

Pierre fell asleep after some time and I used this opportunity to take a closer look at him. While watching him sleeping peaceful I remember all the shit he pulled in the past..

How the hell did we both ended up here? Why.. why did I allowed him to be this close to me after everything? And why do I still feel so safe around him?