Brothers bestfriend

Chapter 18

Semi final day!
It's been a long week, Mase and Dec have been having 12 hour days of travelling and training ready for todays match. I'm so excited for they're match today but everything that could've happened has. I had a midwife appointment this morning which ran late, then on the way home I got stuck in traffic. Kick off is at 5pm and it takes me 45 minutes to get there and it's now currently 3:45pm. I won't have time to see the boys before kick off so I send a text in the groupchat.
Three lions and Ads 🦁🦁🦁
Ads: Dec and Mase I am so sorry
I won't be able to see you
both before the match, everything's gone wrong today and I'm running late.
I love you both and good luck I'll see you straight away afterwards. Xx

Decs: I can't wait to see you after baby,
I love you lots. Everything
okay though yeah?
Mase: I love you too sis, I'll see you
after but is everything okay?

Ads: Everything is fine. Stop worrying good luck boys. X

I feel like I've let them down, which has just made me emotional again. I've been receiving lots of hate from people on social media because I'm with Dec, because I'm Masons sister and because I'm close with the other boys. It's been relentless, I've been getting horrible messages and even death threats to me and the baby. I can't tell the boys this close to the euros finals. If they win today only 1 week until the finals. I know I need to stop stressing as I can feel it affecting my body and baby.
I arrive at Wembley and find the family area, as the boys come out of the tunnel they look up to see me both blowing kisses at me. All the other lads out their thumbs up, the game is amazing they play so well and win 3-0. I run down to meet the boys, I see Mason first and run straight toward him and he pulls me in for a hug, I hug him back so tight. "Ads what's wrong, I know something is up by this cuddle" he asks as he knows me so well. "It's okay, just proud of you bro" he smiles and as Dec comes over to give me a cuddle he whispers "I don't believe you, we're talking later." I congratulate Dec and we head to the big hall to celebrate, a few of the boys want to go out to celebrate, I don't feel up to it but I tell Mason and Dec to go. After 30 minutes arguing they agree to go for a few hours. We head home for them to get changed. They keep inviting me to come but at 27 weeks pregnant I don't fancy it
At 9pm, they're saying their goodbyes. I tell them to have fun and I'm gonna head to bed. I'm glad they get to go out they haven't been out much as they spend a lot of time with me, which again has been pointed out by fans.
I've been sitting for the last 3 hours reading every message I've been sent by fans, a lot of them is pictures from tonight of the boys having fun. People saying I've trapped Dec, I've made Mason change, people telling me I'm not good enough. Normally I'd ignore them but this has been happening for over 3 weeks now, every time Mase and Dec are laughing and I'm not there I'm sent it saying I've ruined them and they're better off without me, my head is now telling me it's true.
I put a few bits in my bag and get a set of car keys from the drawer, I see a notepad so leave the boys a note. 'Boys I'm so sorry to leave with a note again. I can't do this anymore, the hate is all too much and it's true what they say I'm not good enough. I just need some time, I can't carry on anymore. I love you both more than words can explain. Ads x' tears now streaming down my face I get in the car and drive. Im not sure where I'm going to but I know I need space and time, I regret coming back all I've done is cause the boys trouble and unhappy.
MASON:
We're coming in the door and we're both a little drunk but not out of it, we're both at the giggly stage. "Want a cup of tea before you go up lad?" I say to Dec. "Yeah bro please" I head to the kitchen and I see the car key drawer open, which is weird as that was closed and wouldn't need to be opened by Ads unless.. then I see her note. I scream out and Dec comes running in "She's gone bro, I knew something was up earlier and said I'd talk to her but I went out, the note just says they were right. I've lost her again" I show Dec the note and we're both crying now, he goes and sits on the sofa with his head down then I have an idea, I know its her privacy but she's logged into instagram on the iPad, maybe if we look on there we will know what's been happening. I look on the tablet and see the awful things being said to her. How did I miss this? How did I let my sister get so broken? I load up the groupchat and take Ads out so I can get the lads help and her not know, Decs just crumbled on me he's gone silent and crying. I know I need help to sort this.
Three lions 🦁🦁🦁
Mase: Lads urgent I need your help.
Ads has gone, we need to find her.
Decs broken down and gone silent
on me and I can't do it alone.
I'm begging for help please.

Chilly: give me 15 minutes and
I'll be at yours bro, whatever you need.
Jack: I'm with Phil, we're ordering
a cab to yours now.
Hendo: Mate I'm on way to yours
now brother.
Bells: 15 minutes bro we'll be there.
Sak's with me
Pickford: Just getting in car bro.
HarryK: Just dropping mrs off and
we'll to come to yours
I've got Kyle and Luke with me.
Madders: On way mate be about 15 mins.

Within 20 minutes I've got most the lads at mine, I've explained what's happened and shown them the messages. Declan's fell into a silence like his heart has physically broken. It hurts to see him like that. We decide that in pairs we'll go and look for her. I can't have my baby sister out at this time especially at 26 weeks pregnant. Kyle and Harry are going to stay with Dec and look after him. I walk over to Dec and crouch down in front of him. "Mate I'm going with Chilly to find Ads. I'm bringing our girl home and we will make sure she never feels like this again" I hug him and the other lads say similar things trying to keep him positive.
I'm in the car with Ben and he looks at my whilst driving. "Are you okay Mase?" I look at him and shake my head "no bro I'm not. How have I not noticed this it's been going on over 3 weeks and she's dealt with it alone, now she's out there alone and upset, and decs at home broken." I'm now crying and the other boys are giving updates when the phone rings and it's Hendo, "Mase I've found her, she's in a lay-by, well your car is. I think I can see her I'm gonna take her a blanket and sit with her until you get here, I'll send you the location" I've never felt so relieved. "Bro thank you so much. Be with you soon" I update the rest of the lads to head home and I also get Kyle and Harry to tell Dec.