Chapter 41

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ADDISON:
It's been about 4 hours since I ended things with Dec, I cried for a bit but realised if that's what he really thinks about me and is still in contact with Lauren then I'm not gonna sit a here broken. I've got a little boy to raise and life to live. I think this is more of a brave face than how I actually feel.
It's a Friday, so all the boys are off the weekend so I message the groupchat.

3 lions and Ads 🦁🦁🦁
Ads: Boys who is free tonight
and wants to go out out, celebrating
the single life! X

Chilly: WTF.. Single
Bells: I'm free and up for it but
explain the single part please?
Jacky: Up for it but explanation needed.
Are you and Dec okay?
Hendo: I don't know if I should
comment. I'd love to come if that's
okay.Hope you're okay ?

Ads: Of course you can come Hendo.
You're the dad to my children,
we've been having a long term
love affair behind the backs of all
of our friends.😂

Deccers left the chat..

Chilly: Oh no... like this is
serious. Definitely gonna
need an explanation
Jacky: ^
HarryK:^
HarryM:^
Shawsy: ^
Walks:^
Phil:^
Picks:^
Hendo:^..I guess

Ads: I get the point lads. Tell you
what get ready and come round
I'll tell you all before we go out.
Our Masey here has agreed to
babysit Teddy tonight. X

HarryK:Tell Mase to go out with
you and have fun. Incase you
need him. I'll have Teddy, if you
want and if it's okay to stay at yours x

Ads: Aww Harry you're amazing,
of course you can stay. See you all soon. X

It's now 7pm, all boys have got here and we're all ready. Masons given all the boys a beer and I've got a alcohol-free one. "So care to explain, your message and why your hand is ring free" Chilly says and all the boys nod. I take a deep breath and start "so obviously the articles came out today, you guys all stood up for me and Jordan. Obviously he's one of my best friends, like a brother to me like you all are. However, when the boys returned home, it went down hill, I confronted Dec as to why he stormed upstairs, he basically accused it of being true, said he needed a break, however he pushed it to far when he told me he's had contact with Lauren, who apparently has sent him evidence of it being true. I then went mental as he's been in contact with her then he accused my of lying and that the kids aren't his and apparently they're Jordan's."
All the boys looked shocked, "you can't even get pissed can you" Jack says. I shake my head "no but I can go out have a great time and dance" they all cheer. We take photos as we all look really good, I upload a really good photo of me to instagram making sure to show all the haters that they're not beating me.
Instagram:

Addison_M-R: 🎵 For tonight I'm gonna get my mind off it, don't care that someone got his hands all over my body

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Addison_M-R: 🎵 For tonight I'm gonna get my mind off it, don't care that someone got his hands all over my body... I'm begging please don't play no more sad songs🎵

For everyone who loves to watch my life:
-Yes Jordan will be there, Yes I'll dance with him, No I'm not with him, No he's not the dad to my children (even though some people clearly don't trust me!)
-All the other lads are there plus my brother.
-My child is being cared for by an amazing friend of mine and I'm so grateful.Thank you Harry💖
13k likes

Masonmount: Love you sis. You've got this and you don't have to explain yourself to anyone. Let's go out and celebrate.
Jackgrealish: You've got all of us, We've got your back always. Looking stunning🔥
HarryK: Enjoy your night Teddy and I are absolutely fine x
User:Looks like a small bump🤔🥰
JHendo: I'm not hiding from your posts, people can make up any shit they like. You look great Ads🔥Let's have a fucking good night out🥰
(Reply to JHendo)Ads: Thanks hun. Let them think what they want. Gonna be my dance partner all night right😍💙
User2: Shits gone down.. no ring..no Dec 😮
User5: Flirting with him in the comments well done slag👏
Lauren3: Going out getting pissed when Decs here upset. Great mother you are leaving your kid.
(Reply to Lauren)Ads:Keep him there with you I'm done. And my baby is safe and happy, it's no concern of yours or his for that matter as apparently Teddy isn't his🖕🏼🖕🏼
User7: is it me or does she look like a bump? If it is then clubbing with a bump? Plus is it Decs or Jordans?
BenChilwell: Looking fire girl🔥 Got us always.
Declanrice: Thanks boys...
(Reply to Declanrice)Ben: I love you bro, but you took it too far. We're all still your mates but we're mates to Ads too. Talk privately not on here.

We have a great night, dancing and laughing together. We all dance together, singing loudly to all the songs. It's now midnight and we're back at home, the boys are staying tonight, and we're having a chill day tomorrow. I've been receiving lots of messages and comments on my post about my bump, so i should announce it soon. This is never how I wanted it to be but we tried so many times and after the comment I can't forgive him. It's now 2am, I can't sleep, realisation is here and I'm crying. I head downstairs to get a drink, "you okay" I turn around and Jordan is there, "hey yeah just a little down" he gives me a hug. "I'm sorry for everything" I smile at him "none of this is your fault J, we did nothing wrong. I've realised now that maybe it just wasn't meant to be" I hear footsteps then hear "Fancy seeing you 'ere" it's Jack, we laugh "couldn't sleep either" I ask and he nods. Jordan says he's going back to bed. Jack says "you know Ads, we're all here for you, I promise you I'll always have your back and I'm always open to helping with Teddy and the new one when it comes" I hug him and thank him but start crying "hey you come here, let's go sit on the sofa and talk" we head to the sofa and I tell him how I feel and we have a heart to heart, then we both head back to bed. I knock on the one door I know I can, "come in" so I walk in "Masey can I sleep in here. I can't sleep in my bed" he smiles sympathetically "course you can Ads, come on"

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