Letting Go

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You woke up with Billy's arm over you. You put your hand in his interlocking your fingers. He stirred and his eyes fluttered open. "Hey, you." he smiled a sleepy smile. You smiled back at him. As fucked up as it was you wanted this. You wanted to hold his hand and kiss him and memorize every part of him. You knew this was the last time you'd be together.

He looked down at your hand holding his. A look of sadness crossed his face and he sat up. "Y/n, we have to talk." he said unhooking his hand from yours. "Okay," you said your eyes scanning his face. "I hate myself for what I'm about to say but it needs to be said." he said reaching over to grab a cigarette.

He lit one inhaling the smoke and exhaling slowly. "You... belong with Eddie." he said slowly. "Billy.." you started. "Just listen, please. If I don't say it now, I won't say it." You nodded. "I want you to be happy. I've been selfish with you. I walked in and fucked up your life. You have a good life, y/n." he continued.

"I'm hurting you and that's the last thing I want to do. You love him, right?" he said looking over at you. You nodded. "But Billy I.." "I know... and I love you, too. But so does Eddie. And he's good for you. I've never seen you so upset before, I know you want to fix things with him. And you will. And I won't stand in your way."

Your eyes were filled with tears. He was right but it hurt to hear him say it. "When we leave here in the morning, I have to let you go." he reached over and put his hand on your cheek. "And you have to let me go."

You nodded, a tear escaping your eye. "But until then, I am Billy Hargrove." he chuckled deeply. "So I have to be selfish.. just one more time." He pulled you in for a kiss. You kissed him back immediately, your tongues intertwined. He gripped your face tightly. God, I missed him.

SMUT warning ⚠️:

He rolled over on top of you continuing your kiss. You grabbed the back of his neck holding him close to you, kissing him passionately. His hands started roaming your body. You moaned at his touch. "Billy.." you breathed.

He looked into your eyes. "Make love to me." you whispered. He whispered your name against your lips before kissing you gently. His mouth went to your neck and he left light kisses moving down to your chest.

You stripped each other of your clothes and he continued his trail of kisses. He got to your breasts and began to suck on one of them while massaging the other. He flicked his tongue across your nipple quickly. A soft moan left your lips. He moved to the other breast doing the same before kissing down your stomach.

He spread your thighs apart and dipped his tongue into your sweet spot. "Mmmm," you moaned out reaching down to grip his hair. He licked your slit from the bottom to the top slowly. He swirled his tongue around your entrance. "Fuck, Billy," you gripped his hair tighter.

He dipped his tongue into you a few times before moving up to suck on your clit. You were close already. He sucked on your clit lightly. You pushed his head down and he began to suck with more force. "I'm gonna cum... Billy." you cried out feeling your orgasm pulse through you.

He came up to kiss you. You wrapped your legs around his waist and he placed his member at your entrance. He thrust into you slowly, his eyes locked on yours. He groaned deeply as he entered you. "Fuck, I missed this." He continued with slow but forceful thrusts.

You reached up and put your arms around his neck as he continued pumping in and out. You clung to him, your heart pounding. "You feel... so good inside me..Billy." you said in between moans. "I missed you.. so much." you breathed. "Come here, baby." he whispered.

He pulled you up so you were straddling his lap as he sat up. You kept your arms around his neck as you began to grind on his cock. You kissed him deeply, his arms wrapped around you holding you into him. Your head rested on his shoulder as you quickened your pace. Your breath against his ear.

He grabbed your face turning it towards him, "I.. I love you, y/n." he said huskily. "I love you too, Billy." you finally allowed yourself to say. He pulled you in for another kiss. You could feel his emotions for you and all of your emotions for him pouring into the kiss. It was hungry, desperate, longing, passionate, loving, angry, sad, chaotic.

He laid you back down and buried his face in your neck as he thrust into you hard. "Baby," he whispered into your neck. Your nails clawed into his back and your hips rose to meet his thrusts. You felt your peak approaching.

"Kiss me, baby." you breathed. He brought his lips to yours and you kissed him deeply. You sucked on his tongue moaning in his mouth as you reached your climax. Your muscles spasmed around his member and he moaned.

He leaned up holding your legs around his waist as his thrusts got sloppier and you felt him release into you moments later. He rested his head on yours, catching his breath. You moved a piece of hair out of his face, tucking it behind his ear. Your hand rested on his cheek.

"I don't want to let you go." he said, his eyes glossy. Your voice caught in your throat. You gave him a soft kiss. He rolled off of you and sat up. "If this is our last day together, we're gonna make the best of it." he said quickly.

"I am taking you to the beach." he grinned. "That sounds great." you smiled at him. You spent the day at the beach with Billy. He seemed unusually happy there. You walked along the water holding hands. He sat in the sand and you leaned back into him.

"It's beautiful." you said laying your head on his chest. "I love the ocean. It's always been one of my favorite places." he said looking out across the vast sea. A guy walked and stopped directly in front of the two of you.

"You're not made of glass, asshole. Some of us are trying to enjoy the view." Billy yelled out at the guy. You laughed. There's the Billy I know. The guy rolled his eyes but kept moving. Billy wrapped his arms around you. He leaned down and kissed your cheek.

"Billy, I'm sorry for everything." you said quietly. You felt him tense up a little underneath you. "About before. I know we weren't perfect but I shouldn't have done what I did. I never meant to fall in love with Eddie. I never meant to love both of you. I never wanted to hurt you. I... I'm just sorry." you finished. It felt good to say after all this time.

"Yeah, well. Shit happens, I guess. I never meant to hurt you either. But we seem to do that a lot." he said getting quieter at the end. "Yeah, I guess we do." you said nodding slowly.

"Always made the sex incredible though. The way you fucked me when you were angry... whew." he said dramatically, trying to lighten the mood. You laughed and looked up to see him grinning down at you.

"I'm kinda angry at you right now..." you said smirking. "You should be." he responded in a deep voice. "You should be very angry with me." "I think I'm ready to go back to the hotel now." you jumped up. "Right behind you, baby." he said grabbing your stuff.

Billy made love to you over and over that night. You soaked it up. You clung to him in every moment possible. He made love to you tenderly and then as rough as he could. You had never had a night filled with so much passion. You both knew it would be your last and it was intimate, heated, and hungry.

You woke up feeling incredible. You packed your things and went to the airport. Billy held your hand and looked in your eyes. "I love you, y/n." he said kissing you once more. "I love you, Billy Hargrove." you said for the very last time. The two of you boarded the plane.

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