Guardian's Obsession (Yandere Naga x Reader)

Chapter Thirty Five - Tangled Strings Of Fate

( Y/N POV )

I couldn't stop watching them as my sons fed from my breasts. As soon as they had been in sight I had tried to get out of bed, not even caring Bela must have put me there. White had yelled at me for doing it, stopping me before I even got half way off the large soft surface. The pain it caused didn't matter, all I had wanted was my babies. I know it was reckless of me, but after watching everything i had and the niggling nagging something was wrong in my mind i needed them in my arms. "Its a good thing you gave us some milk to take with us, we couldn't get the either of them to settle no matter who tried. We had to feed them with some of the medicine White made to help them sleep so they wouldn't hurt themselves in the end"

 Looking briefly up at Kimberly offering a smile, even if it was a weak one I wanted to thank her for trying to make me feel better. If anything I felt worse knowing they had to suffer like that. It broke my heart knowing I was forced to put them through that. A hand skimmed my skin of my cheek as I lent down giving Apollo's hand a kiss as he reached for me, apparently full while Nyx's continued to slowly nurse. I didn't have to look up, I knew who it was. "You did what you needed to do to protect your young, shed no tears for that" Even if he said that I couldn't help it, I hadn't even realized I had started crying. I never used to cry like this... if it was the change in hormones from pregnancy still lingering, or just me changing there was no telling. Either way I wasn't going to fight it right now.

"Have you gone back yet?" When silence followed my question I risked a glance in Bela's direction. "To see if he is really gone?" Bela's eyes were unreadable but he replied this time. "No, I shall go once I have seen you and your young settled properly" I opened my mouth ready to tell him to go now, but those unreadable eyes shifted darker in challenge. I didn't need a confirmation to know he wasn't going to change his mind. With a heavy sigh I nodded turning back to watch my babies. Apollo was awake but clinging to me, nuzzling into my skin taking long breaths seemingly calm and content to stay there. Nyx was still latched to my breast slowly drawing milk, he was in no rush to let go but in a minute he would have to. There was only so much milk for him to drink after all until my body could make more. Both their tails were coiled around me as tightly as they could, which even so young was a fairly strong grip.

 I wouldn't be able to drop them even by accident. "Why don't I go get you some food huh? Quinn and Silver just came back from hunting, I'm sure they are cooking it right now. The extra protein will help trust me" Looking up I managed to see Kimberly just turning to leave, clearly not actually waiting for a reply. Smiling to myself I admitted I wouldn't have said no to something to eat right now. I was so tired even though I had not long woken up, maybe it was seeing to the boys that did that. Finally I felt Nyx let go joining his brother in nuzzling into my skin. Leaning back into the pillows I watched them get as close to my skin as they could. Bela pulled a woven blanket over them, I tiredly offered him a smile forcing myself to stay awake. I needed to eat and then maybe get the boys down for a nap along with me.

( BELA POV )

Watching Y/N settle her son's against her chest I pulled a cover over the young in her arms, her weak smile more reward than I could have asked for. I could see how tired she was, it poured from her like slow running honey as she fought it off. If she didn't need to eat I would have held her close to cut short her fight, then surrounded her with my coils to ensure she sleep remained undisturbed. For now I did my best to help her remain awake, prompting her with odd thoughts and questions for my own use later. I had yet to hear her answer, should she choose to come with me I wanted to ensure my den would be a welcoming home for her. I wanted to learn if she enjoyed the smell of the sea or earth more, if she could decorate her home with shells or stones found in the caves I had made my home. I would accommodate as many of her desires and wants as I could. I did not want to think of a refusal from the small female in front of me.