𝐌𝐘 𝐅𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄

Chapter 32: How could you

(TRIGGER WARNING: R@PE)

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Ivona's POV:

i skipped back to the hotel room with joy.

i would never think that i would ever meet her after being a fan for years.

and now i'm doing the things i used to fantasise about.

my life couldn't get any better.

i opened the door to billie and Darryl fucking on the floor

and i thought i was hallucinating.

i have never felt so betrayed.

i just stood there.

i threw up right next to me and collapsed to the ground.

my gut ached from the absolute pit of disgust bin my stomach.

i felt them look at me.

"how dare you. and how could you" i looked at billie with disgust.

"you fuck the one person i'm emotionally scarred from, the second i leave the room. Darryl? out of all people" i managed to get out from chocked sobs.

she tried to speak but his hand was over his mouth.

i could see her trying so hard.

but i couldn't care for what she was going to say.

how could she do that?

i ran to Finneas and Claudia's room.

and she gave me one last look.

this look confused me.

she looked defeated, tired, and as if she had just lost everything. she was crying too but it didn't look like a pleasing cry.

i wondered why this look was so desperate yet fate accepting as i made my way to their room.

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Billie's POV:

i fought so hard.

i would never be stronger than him.

i gave up the second Ivona left.

i just lost the only person i ever truly loved and i cant do anything about it.

why. just why.

Darryl finished in me and quickly put his trousers back on.

"why?" i managed to mutter out.

"because i couldn't resist your body. i needed it. men are allowed to get what they want so i did" he explained.

i couldn't physically say anything else.

my whole world was just taken from me.

no one would be believe me.

i fell asleep sobbing on the couch because i was just so;

so,

so,

tired.

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AUTHORS NOTE
guys i promise it gets better.

or does it?

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