You and I [Joshleen]

The Breakup

~Colleen's POV~

I've lost it. I started crying very hard. Why would Josh be mad at me for wanting to have family time? I was very angry at him. How does he not realize how important my family is to me?!

I finally managed to stop crying. I was about to leave the apartment for a while to get some fresh air, when Josh came out of the bedroom. His face was tear stained.

"Look, I'm sorry..." I didn't even feel like saying anything to him, so I continued to get my keys to the car and I opened the door. But then, Josh grabbed my hand.

"Please, talk to me Colleen. I hate fighting with you." He was pleading me just to speak to him.

"Fine. But right now I'm going to the park for some fresh air." And I left before he could say anything else to me, I left out the door. I started crying again.

~Josh's POV~

What have I done? I just lost Colleen. She absolutely hates me now and it all happened just because I wanted her to come with me on tour. I don't even know what to do now. I sat down on the couch, staring into space. There really wasn't anything left to do. I just hope Colleen will come back...

~Colleen's POV~

I was out at the park for quite some time. I looked at my phone; it was 7:37 PM. Josh must be worried. Wait, I still can't forgive him. But I simply went home anyway. I was thinking about going to my parent's house, but I really don't want them to know what is happening between Josh and I.

I drove the car to our apartment quietly. When I opened the door, I saw that Josh had fallen asleep on the couch. The couch had a small damp puddle next to his face. He had been crying when I was away.

I crept to our bedroom, hoping that I wouldn't wake up Josh. But he could still hear me. He woke up and ran to me, his eyes bloodshot.

"Colleen! Please forgive me! I now realize how much you would rather stay here than come on tour with me. Please...at least say something..." I had no choice, but to talk to him. Besides, I couldn't hold all of this in any longer.

"I forgive you Josh. I'm so sorry too for getting angry. But...I don't know if we can really have a long distance relationship. I mean, I know that we were technically long distance when you lived in New York, but that was different."

"I agree. This may not work out..." He brushed a strand of hair out of my face.

"So..."

"Do we have to..."

"Yes. I'm so sorry Josh."

~Josh's POV~

That was it. We are no longer a couple. Colleen was about to cry again; I could tell. She slowly backed away to the door again. She waved goodbye to me, and then she left. The love of my life was officially gone.