Give it one more chance
Caia's POV
Yes, I am still recovering from it all. Mentally, physically and emotionally. Nakakapagod rin palang umiyak noh? Pagkatapos kase ng araw na iyon I never heard of Dylan. Walang text at walang tawag kaya sa tingin ko he finally gave up on me and it's all my damn fault! *ginusto mo yan* tss
Kaya ngayong monday napaka-swollen ng eyes ko kakaiyak kung ano na kame ni Dylan nung weekend. A part of me wanted to let him go and the other part says na if he really loves me he'll make a way to please me.
Alam ko namang hindi niya ako susunduin ngayong araw kaya magpapahatid na lang ako kay manong.
As I step into the grounds of the campus lahat sila napapalingon saakin. Ano may dumi ba ako sa mukha? Kinuha ko agad ang mirror sa bag ko at tinignan, eh wala naman ah. @@ Bakit? Alam na ba nila na wala na kame ni Dylan, tapos ako na lang ang hindi nakakaalam nun?
I felt so bothered kaya nagdirediretso ako sa classroom. I found no one. @@ Eh malapit na kayang magtime bakit walang mga tao? This is so infuriating wala pa talagang nag inform saakin if may klase o wala. Grabe lang. :(
Tapos biglang may pumasok na nakamask. Natakot ako bigla baka anong gagawin niya tapos hindi ko pa naman kita ang mukha niya. May iniabot lang siyang letter saakin.
I opened it "Please follow the arrows. It will start from where you are now." Hinanap ko yung arrows nasa floor lang pala. How idiotic of me. At ayun sinundan ko.
Section lang ba namin ang walang klase or may program ngayon? Paminsan minsan may nakikita akong students sa ibang room. Paminsan naman walang tao sa mga room. Teka saan ba ako dinadala ng arrows na to? Sa gymnasium? Eh ano namang meron dun? @@
Malapit na ako sa gym ng merong mga batang nagbigay saakin ng mga rosas. 1 from each of them. At 18 sila so I have 18 roses in my hands now.
I am really confuse kung ano ang mangyayari dito. April fools ba?
Then I saw a glimpse of Nash. He just flashed a smile and gave me a thumbs up. Okay, what was that all about.
Then yung papasok na sana ako sa gym a girl handed me a veil. "Uhm ate, mught as well wear this and this flower crown. :) I am your flower girl for today." This girl is so familiar. @@
"Thank you baby girl, pero do you know who is behind all these?"
She just gave me her sweetest smile and said "I don't wanna spoil anything ate so let's just be patient okay?"
I nodded and smiled. She is such a cutie.
Then a familiar song played but no one is singing only the piano is playing. Ohh, our-- my favorite song.. Tears ran down my cheeks. Then the door of the gymnasium opened. It was dark but the little started walking ahead of me and throwing petals. Then I stepped forward and a dim of light appeared.
Slowly I walked down the aisle, and now I can see some friends of mine inside the gym. Is this some kind of a prank? @@ I am really getting confused.
As I near the end of the aisle I can sense him. That presence that always caught me off guard. Then there he was standing with all smiles on his face. I don't know what to feel. I am very shocked at this very moment. Surprised even. Then he walked to me slowly..
"I am so sorry if this is a little too much. Pero gusto ko lang kase sabihin na ikaw ang first priority ko Caia. And that I love you so damn much to let you go. If hindi mo parin ako kayang patawarin ngayon okay lang. Pero everyday gagawin ko ang lahat to win you back. I know words are useless if wala namang effort na gagawin kaya hindi ako magpapromise pero gagawin ko ang lahat mapatawad mo lang ako. I would even shut down everyone that you don't want me to talk to. That's how much you meant to me. You are important to me but at some things hindi pa rin ako ready kaya lets just wait for the right time." His eyes welled up again. "I don't ever wanna lose you. You are everything to me. We have created this little bubble that only we can understand." I looked around the place feeling lost, feeling guilty and feeling loved. Then someone caught my eye.. There she is, Kellie, wiping up her tears.. Talagang mahal niya pa nga talaga si Dylan. Am I reade to forgive Dylan now? OF COURSE YES? Sinong hindi? Eh mahal ko naman siya eh mahal niya rin naman ako. So i faced him looked straight into his eyes.
"Dylan, this is far too much from what I expected. Pero thank you. I am so sorry for everything I had said. Alam mo namang magal rin kita. How can I live without the other half of me right? *i gave out a little chuckle* I am so sorry for yelling at you. I just got really hurt..." The last sentence was a whisper I don't want everybody to know how we fought the other day.
"So does that mean okay na tayo Cai?" I nodded and then he hugged me and kissed me full in the lips in front of everybody. Who am I not to respond right? I don't care kung ano man ang isipin nila. I love this guy over here. At lahat gagawin ko para magwork out lang ang kung anong meron kame.
I would always give the man I love one more chance. For the sake of our relationship and for the sake of our happiness.
I can't thank God enough for this man here with me. :) I love this man from the depths of my soul. Right now I don't care about anything I just want to feel the happiness I am feeling right now. <3
BINABASA MO ANG
You've Gone Away
Teen Fiction"I'm Caia Joy Rodriguez, just a simple girl that never thought that he can give me the feeling of being in love." But all her happy moments ended because nothing is permanent, moreover THERE'S NO FOREVER! She realized that there's nothing left of he...