I Don't Do Disrespect (Marina)

Chapter 36

Carinas POV

"What are you going to do?" I ask, again, dumb question, I knew exactly what she wanted to do. She was going to spank me. But do I really want her to? Is that something I'm willing to give her control over?

Maya never answered my question, she just motioned for me to sit down instead

"Do I have your permission?" Maya ask as I sat down next to her in bed

"Permission to spank me?" I ask and she nods,

I would be lying if i said I wasn't nervous. I mean I know I have told her to before and I know Maya would never hurt me to hurt me, but still

"Yes" I tell her. How bad can it really be? It doesn't feel to bad if it's sex related at least.... Maybe it will be the same

"Are you 100% sure?" Maya ask me and I nod

"Okay, this is how it's going to go, you will lay over my lap, if at any time you want me to slow down or you are uncomfortable say yellow, and if you want me to stop red. I promise you I will stop everything if you want me to." She says softly and I smile and nod,

Is this a bad time to tell her I love her? She's about to spank me like a literal child and all I feel is love for this woman

"Okay" I tell her and she smiles softly and kisses my head

That helped A lot with me thinking she was going to hate me or something, she was being so cold earlier out in the kitchen

She helped me over her lap and it took all I had not to yell out red, I wasn't exactly thinking about how vulnerable I would feel in this position, and the embarrassment. Ugh kill me

I really think I might die from embarrassment, I feel me dying.

When Mayas hand came down over my leggings that sure brought me out of my head, it didn't hurt, it just surprised me.

I felt her rub over the spot for a few seconds before doing it again, either she's going easy on me or this is just not bad at all

Minus the embarrassment of course

She did it twice more and my butt did seem to feel a little warm but it wasn't really pain

Her hands then moved to the band of my leggings

"What are you doing?" I ask her

"What does it look like I'm doing, lift up" she says and I swear my face got even more red, I couldn't look at her, I just kept my face looking down at the floor

Once again her hand came down, this time just on my bare skin, that one stung a little more, out of instinct I went to put my hand over my ass and Maya just grabbed it

"Keep your hands either in front of you or on your back" Maya says sternly and I nod and she begins again, this time she didn't hesitate ,

She hit me like 5 times at once, it wasn't unbearable but it wasn't fun,

The next one came right down on my sit spot and made me go forward a bit

"Fuck" I whisper and move my hand back again, it's not like I can control that

That one hurt too, it was still stinging

Maya grabbed my hand again and didn't say anything, just kept it on my back

The next what felt like an hour but was just a few minutes Maya just kept bringing her hand down, it really did start to hurt when she kept doing it at the same spot,