I Don't Do Disrespect (Marina)

Chapter 49

Carinas POV

She looked pissed- like absolutely pissed

Maya has this vein in her forehead that pops out when she's mad and it was definitely noticeable now

In my defense I did nothing for her to be mad at,

We walked in silence the entire way back to the hotel and she didn't even bother to say anything once we got there either

She placed our food in the mini fridge of our room while I took my jeans off and sat In bed with my phone

Maya walked to the bathroom and came out a few moments later and sat on the bed across from me

"Can I have your phone?" Maya ask and I look at her confused

"For what?" I ask

"I want to have a conversation with you and I don't want you to get upset during it and get on your phone to ignore me. My phone will be sat down too" she says

Valid point I guess, still not a child

I gave Maya my phone and she sat in on the end table next to her along with hers

"Let me talk, then when I'm done you can ask anything okay? I don't want today to ruin our vacation" she says and I nod

"I met Ella when I was 16, we quickly became best friends and we did track together. We didn't get to hang out much because my dad had me on a strict diet and schedule, so we were together in school all the time" Maya begins and I nod,

"She kissed me one day out of nowhere and things kind of just happened, she never officially asked me out and I didn't ask her, but we still were together

When we were 18 is when we started to realize that we both had a more dominant nature, but we made it work, 19 is when I came out to my family, I didn't tell them about Ella but still. When my dad kicked me out I texted Ella and broke things off, she called and texted and I never texted her back" Maya explains to me, I wanted to sit closer to her but her saying all this doesn't change the fact that she could be with Ella now

"Carina I never told Ella that I loved her, I felt that way towards her but I never said it. You are the only person, romantically that I have ever said that to. I want you to understand this when I say it. There is nothing, and never will be anything between me and Ella. I love you. You are the only person in this world I could even imagine saying those words to" she says and I could feel the tears filling my eyes

"for the medal, I don't like talking about that time of my life, I didn't compete because I wanted to. I only did it to prove to my dad that I didn't need him. The medal itself is in my office at home and you are more than welcome to go see it. I was not intentionally keeping that from you" she says and I get up from my spot to climb into Mayas lap, I sat facing her with my arms around her neck and my head laying against her

"I'm sorry" I say and she runs her hand up my back

"You don't need to be sorry" she says

"No I do, I was jealous... still kind of am. Ella's pretty... she's not someone you would have to hide. You have history together.... It's just hard to accept that you chose me" I admit

"I chose you, and I will always and forever choose you. Carina you never have to worry about any other woman. I want you. The bratty you included. I want all of you" she tells me and I couldn't stop the tears this time and just hid my face in Mayas neck

I didn't want to leave from this spot, I didn't want to see her look at me with that disappointed face, that's the worse

"Carina" she says softly and I reluctantly look at her

"Do you have any more questions?" She ask me

"Why didn't you introduce me?" I ask, I was still feeling a little insecure about that

"I don't know. I really don't. I think I was just shocked to see her," She says and I nod

Not the answer I was looking for but oh well

"Are you going to meet up with her?" I ask, I remember Ella mentioning it before she left

"No, especially not after knowing how upset you are.
You come first, and I'm not going to do something to intentionally make you uncomfortable" she says and I climb out of her lap and lay down in the bed

"You can, I want you to" I tell her, I didn't want her to regret not getting closure, I don't  want her to potentially be upset with me later on about it

"We'll I don't want to" she says and lays down in bed next to me and I move my head so I could lay against her chest

I didn't say anything to Maya, I didn't even have the chance to even if I wanted to before my phone went off

Maya sighed and picked it up before handing it to me

"It's your mom" she says and I groan but answer the call

"Ciao mama"

"Dove sei?"

(Where are you?)

"With a friend mama, I told you before I left"

"Carina you can not put off packing much longer"

"Mama! I don't want to talk about it, I got to go"

I didn't give my mama another chance to respond before I hung up

I didn't want her to ruin the weekend more than it already has

"Everything okay?" Maya ask and I nod

"Yea.. everything's fine"

Mayas POV

Carina looked even more so off after the phone call with her mother; she obviously didn't want to talk about it so I didn't push her

Our reservations were just in a few hours so i figured letting carina lounge until then was our best bet

She didn't look like she planned on moving off of me for a while and I didn't mind,

I know I don't like to lay around during the day but I do like when carina and I just relax together. She put her phone on the bed and turned her attention back to laying on me

My phone was also lying next to hers now, long forgotten about

Carina put someone on tv and threw her leg over mine

"I love you" she says without looking at me and and I kiss the top of her head

"I love you too" I tell her

We got a few minutes into the movie she had chose. Before my phone went off, I was going to cut it off but carina grabbed it first

"It's Ella" she says, showing me the message

It was her asking if we wanted to get together for dinner

"Tell her no." I tell Carina and she just looks at me

"Then give me my phone so I can tell her" I sigh

"Are you sure?" She ask and I nod

"I'm sure," I tell her and she nods and types something on my phone and puts it down

I really am glad to just spend the rest of our small get away focused on us with no other interruptions

Till Next time❤️