"My Protector"

The Problem

Almira POV:

I was watching him all along,but he didn't know that becouse of the two-way window.

I was there from the time he was dreaming while craying that even couse him to scream for his dad.

From the moment he wakes up and realized his sorrow from his dream continues when he wakes up.

And at this moment that the only thing he can do is to accept and do nothing...

I saw everything and I couldn't help but to feel sorry,and blame myself for his fathers death.

If only I could just bring back time.....

Napatigil naman ako sa pag muni-muni ng may biglang umakbay sakin..

" Do you find him attractive?"

Agad naman nagsalubong ang kilay ko.

"Why?I'm just asking?!.."
"Then stop asking"

Rinig ko naman ang mahina niyang tawa.Bigla naman niyang inilapit ang bibig niya sa tenga ko at bumulong.

"Then stop staring at him from a far,couse it makes me feel like your too attracted to him"

Bigla ko naman siyang siniko kaya agad siyang napahawak sa dibdib niya..

"That hurts!!!I was just joking!"

Tiningnan ko naman siya ng masama.

"Don't ask,don't even throw a joke on me,...Or..it soooo much better if you don't talked to me"

Tinaas niya naman ang dalawa niyang kamay paraan ng pagsuko niya.

"Masyado ka namang seryuso."

Binalik niya ang pagkakaakbay niya sakin.At sumulyap sa loob.

"Kuya Fernan will really be sad on this.The only son that he raised alone will be left alone."
"No..his not alone"

Bigla Naman siyang napatingin sakin.

"Yeahhh...Couse he will marry you?"

Bigla ko Naman siyang sinuntok at naka amba pa rin ang Isang kamay

"What the he*ck are you talking about?Naghahanap ka ba talaga ng sakit sa katawan huh?"

Pag aamba ko Ng suntok sa kanya.

"Damn!!!I'm still you brother..How can you do this to me."

Hinawakan niya naman ang kamay ko nakaamba sa kanya.

"Calm down little sis,will you..Ikaw tong bigla bigla nagsasalita ng kung ano Jan eh.."

Napapikit naman ako sa inis habang hinahawakan ang ulo ko.

"Syaka talaga bang totoo mga galos mo sa katawan,parang hindi eh..Ang lakas lakas mo"

I raised my right hand to make him stop..

"Ok im sorry...I just want to make you laugh."
"It doesn't even making me smile..Sakit sa ulo ang binibigay mo sakin."
"Alright I stop na....Only If you stop thinking of blaming yourself again"

Umiwas naman ako ng tingin sa kanya..

"I know you're still thinking about Kuya Ferna,..I'm your brother i know you better than anyone.You can hide your pain from others but not to me and even to dad."

Hinawakan niya naman ako sa balikat para alalayang humarap sa kanya.

"Look at me.."

Hinawakan niya naman baba ko ng di ko magawang tumingin sa kanya.