The right choice?...Stendy

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hey yeah ik im an asshole cuz i said this would be up like 3 weeks ago but i have been so tired and shitty that ive forgotten sorry sweeties but here is the shit :')

Kennys pov

I stare at the screen, the words not making sense. Why did I choose this? Out of everything I could have done I chose to sing. Although it pays well I never get time alone. I miss hanging with the guys and having date nights with butters. I love him with all my heart but I think this is putting a strain on things. When I get home he is sleeping and when he gets up I'm gone. But some days I go an hour later and I just get to spend time with him.

I slammed my hand on the table. "FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!" i screamed. As you can tell i'm living the dream. "I need stupid heart break but my heart isn't broken!" it is beyond frustrating. "Wait...Stan he had his heart stepped on and ripped out by Wendy and Wes. I can see if he will help or even talk about it."

I grab my phone and dial his number. "Hello?" said Stan. "Hi buddy" i said in a chippy tone. "What do you want? Or did you do something stupid?" he asked. "I need to write like t-swift's heartbreak songs but ive really only ever been in 2 legit relationships. You've dated a few and some did end well. Tell me the turmoil"

"You're a prick, ya know that?" stan said. "Yep but you love me" i told him with a laugh. "Dont push it. You did kinda date my ex" he said. "Well she was my ex first then she dated you then we got back together" i corrected. "God that was a mess of relationships" stan sighed. "Yeah it kinda was"

So when i was 17 Henrietta and I dated for about a year. She was so fucking sexy. But then we broke up. Commitment wasn't really her thing. Then a few years later she started to date Stan. he wasn't aware we had gone out because we kept it private. I wasnt mad. We never were really in love. She is the kind of person who just wants love but doesn't want to be in love. But stan and i have been best friends for so long that it didnt really affect anything.

"I didnt love henrietta we just kinda ya know fucked on and off for a while and she brought me mcdonalds" he told me. I burst out laughing. "You were prostituting yourself out for french fries!" he sounded mad; but i dont care. "Oh...oh my god i cant breathe!" "go to hell" he said. "Been there, done that got the t-shirt." "wow dick..." beep beep beep

The motherfucker hung up on me. "Asshole WHERE AM I GONNA FIND SOMEONE WHO HAS HAD A BROKEN FUCKING-kyle!"

Kenny: ky i have a song due in 3 days!

Kyle: topic?

Kenny: heartbreak t-swift shit

Kyle: me and heidi

Kenny: thank you!

Kyle: remember this for when i'm plotting cartman's murder

Kenny: i will?

I put my phone down and started writing:

You told me it was love at first sight

Only i never said it to you

Why was it you could scream at me but but but

Oh god why did it have to go bad?

Remember the days where we would bake all day

Or just sit in perfect silence but now all i hear is you yelling at me

Everything is always my fault i talk to another girl from my class and im the asshole

You've fucked me over

No one recognizes me anymore

So get the fuck out

Cuz i don't need your love anymore

I wish i still had the old you

I don't know what changed you

Deep down I still love you?

But i love me too

I recorded and sent the demo to my boss. Hopefully that's good enough to still have a job. I hope it's not like that between me and Leo soon.

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Happy new year! if 2023 sucks well it can suck my dick 

stay safe and healthy guys and til next time