Another day passed by as all I did was nothing but stay in this small room and only got to get out when makarov was around.
if I had to escape I needed makarov around.
He entered my room as I quickly hid behind the door, he entered and closed the door behind him as I quickly jumped on him from the back as he tried to pry me off, "I'll not let you go" I mumbled as he sighed and carried me on his back outside he sat down on the sofa, "y/n get off I've works".
He spoke as I shook my head an operator entered the room and coughed as makarov looked at him and nodded, he turned around facing me as I was now in his lap with a hugging position as he sighed.
"my missions are very dear to me y/n", he spoke, "dearer than I?" I asked and there was a silent.
shit I shouldn't have asked that, When he suddenly spoke back,
"no" there was a pause, "not dearer than you" he was about to abort the mission when I stopped him.
I shouldn't be getting in his job when he kept me alive afterall, "I was jokin you can go" I smiled at him as he gave me a hug and i returned the hug cheerfully,.
"I'll not lock you anymore I'm sorry" he mumbled as I shook my head and padded his back as he smiled at me and left, days with him were good he treated me like no one did.
he always made sure I was his first priority and it would be a lie if I said I didn't like the guy, it wasn't easy to adjust around but with him within no time I was attached with a guy whom I didn't even know well.
Makarov left with his team as he was on his way to finish it quick and come back home he had a home now he had a reason to come back home.
While he was monologuing inside the Jeep and watching the weapons deal between Imran Zakhaev and the Spetsnaz soldier a sudden hit took him down his eyes were dozing off he was dieing.
"dammit price" he mumbled as he was closing his eyes, slowly he could see your face he imagined himself back at home to you were you were waiting for him to feed you like always when everything went dark.
"Told ya makarov" price hopped down with a barret in his hands, the weapon he killed makarov with as he stood next to his dead body.
"we have located y/n" ghost spoke through the comm, "get her" price replied as he left for the base hoping to see you there smiling among the others once again.
Makarov was late today as I didn't dare to run away again and waited for him when suddenly the door was knocked down, I quickly hid and saw ghost entering, wait ghost? Was it really ghost?
I came out as he stood there looking at me without much time I quickly ran towards him and hugged him, "happy to see you alive" he mumbled as I kept hugging him but where was makarov "makarov?", I spoke while looking at ghost "his down" ghost spoke back as I froze was this true?
I acted happy and smiled at ghost as he drove me back to base on the ride I couldn't think I just saw him this morning, I hugged him he said he would be back, he didn't return home, the car stopped.
I stepped off with familiar scent I was back at the base god knows after how long.
I stepped in with my boots stomping the ground as I saw all of them there, it was price who I first went to, I missed this man as I hugged him "you broken?" Price asked looking for injuries on me as I shook my head indicating I was fine.
I excused myself to my room, I went inside the shower and cried it has been long since I haven't cried but why was I crying, ghost told makarov was a terrorist why was I crying over my own foe.
I closed my eyes and remembered the taste of the food he cooked I could see everything his face, him smiling and everything.
I got out of the shower with puffy eyes and wore a sweatpant and a shirt a plain black shirt I remembered how I took it from makarov's drawer it even smelled like him.
I went towards price and his office when someone shouted from behind, "boo" I didn't flinch, "you're not a kid" I spoke as gaz groaned "I missed you" he spoke while walking alongside me, "then you shouldn't" I spoke as he stopped in his tracks and I didn't turn back either.
I opened the office door and saw price as he smiled at me motioning me to sit down as I did, "the reason I didn't tell you about the mission was-" I cut him off while shaking my head as my hand on the chair tightened.
I was fighting my tears ,"is he dead?" I asked as he price knew what I was talking about, "yes" he replied and stood up from his chair and kneeled infront of me.
"why?" Price asked as I stayed silent, he turned my chair facing him as I finally cried "I'm sorry captain I got attached" I mumbled as my tears fell on his hands I was ready to get kicked out from the team.
"I know", he replied as I looked at him "I saw it coming it's not your fault" price spoke as he wiped my tears "don't be sorry you need to move on now", I noded "dead people don't come back".
He had a point I nodded as he smiled at me "go get some sleep you need it" price spoke as I nodded again and exited the office.
I was returning to room as I saw gaz in the living room I paid no mind and was about to leave when he spoke "you feel so distant y/n", I stopped I could hear gaz was drunk.
where tf did he get alcohol from if price saw him drunk he will definitely get rough day ahead, dammit I have to put him to bed now.
(Fighting the urge not to write a book for makarov himself)
