(Veni, Vidi, Amavi Series #1) Here With Me

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TW‼️⚠️: ABUSE, SEXUAL VIOLENCE, RAPE, SUICIDE, TRAUMAS, DEPRESSIONS, AND OTHER SENSITIVE CONTENTS MIGHT CONTAIN THIS CHAPTER. PLEASE SKIP IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE. THANK YOU!

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YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
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Enjoy! :>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

"You are mine now, little girl."

I was panicking when I woke up at agad na pinasadahan ang aking paligid.

I felt a warm rough touch on my silky soft skin in my arms. I turned to the other side at doon ko naaninag ng maayos si Gideon.

Nakatulog na naman pala ulit ako kakakwento kay Gideon but I remembered na pinigilan niya akong mag kwento ng maramdaman niyang nanginginig na ako sa takot habang inaalala ang lahat ng 'yun. The room is not that dark too.

Gideon is cuddling me inside the thick warm comforter. My head is placed on his hard chest and his arms are around my waist, locking me. He slowly rub his rough hands on my forearms in a comforting manner, telling me that he's just there and I need not to worry.

I sniffed with that thought.

Why? What did I do to deserve this one of a kind man?

My man.

"Shh, my sweet girl." I felt him planted a kiss on my hair. "I'm here...I love you, my life."

Humarap ako sa kanya ay yumakap sa bewang niya at isinubsob ang mukha sa dibdib niya.

Paulit ulit niya lang akong binibigyan ng magaang halik sa ulo at sinasabihan ng matatamis na mga salita.

"H-he is a very b-bad guy, Bubba." I mummbled. "H-he hurted m-me,"

"Baby, please don't force yourself in telling me. I don't want you to remember those painful past. Not now, life."

"Please, let me, Bubba. I really want to be f-free from this, p-please." Tumingala ako sa kanya sa nanunubig kong mga mata.

I saw how his hazel green eyes glowed with pain. Parang nahihirapan pa ito sa gusto kong mangyari pero sabi ko nga, I need and want to tell him everything and that's because of trust.

I trust my whole life to him since I commited myself to him.

He sighed deeply, wala ng magagawa sa gusto ko.

I made myself comfortable inside his arms before I continued where I left off.

I closed my eyes to remember again what happened that day.

I opened my eyes slowly at naramdaman kong masakit ang maliit kong katawan. I tried to moved pero may kadena palang nakagapos sa akin. Nakatayo ako at nakakadena ang magkabila kong kamay sa magkabilang gilid ko. The room is dark at mabaho ang paligid. May nakita din akong mga ipis at daga na naglalakbay sa gilid.

My throat is also dry and I'm very hungry. Nangangalay na din ang mga kamay at katawan ko dahil sa mahirap na posisyon ko. I wanna sit but it's better to lie down. Sumasakit narin kasi ang likod ko kakatayo.

Nagulat ako ng marahan na bumukas ang malabakal na pintuan.

"Oy! Gising na siya!"

Several men entered the room. Malalaki ang mga katawan nito at nakakadisgusto ang mga mukha.

Nanginig ako sa takot dahil baka may gawin silang masama na hindi ko magustohan.

"Ang kinis talaga ng balat ng batang ito! Halatang alagang alaga!" Sabi ng isa sa mga lalake. Lumapit ito sa akin ang pinaraan ang maduduming kamay sa malinis at maputi kong balat.