(Veni, Vidi, Amavi Series #1) Here With Me

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As to what Gideon promised me, he is now cuddling with me to sleep.

He is tapping my thighs inside the comforter habang yakap yakap ako nito para mapatulog ako. He always do this because I cannot sleep anymore without him doing it. Hindi rin ako makatulog kapag wala ang presensiya niya sa tabi ko.

Papikit-pikit na ako dahil nahihila na ako ng antok. Hindi nag tagal ay tuluyan na akong nakatulog pero narinig ko pa ang sinabi niya.

"Have a goodnight, my life. I love you." Naramdaman ko pa ang malambot niyang bibig sa pisngi ko.

But it wasn't a good night.

I was sweating bullets when I woke up in the middle of the night. Walang tigil din ang pag agos ng mga luha ko sa mata.

It's him. Again.

Mahigpit ang kapit ko kay mallows na parang sinasakal ko na ito. I turned to Gideon and I saw him peacefully sleeping habang nakayakap sa bewang ko.

I don't want to wake him up. I know he's very tired kasi and he deserve so much sleep and rest. And he always does things for me kaya kahit ito nalang ang maibibigay ko sa kanya. Ang pagpahinga niya ng maayos.

Honestly, my nightmares in these past few days are coming back again. I feel like it's real and it's not about what happened before, it's like it's going to happen in the future.

And I'm scared.

I mostly wake up in the middle of the night to walk out of the room to do or find something that will comfort me and be back after an hour to cuddle with him again. Gideon haven't once caught me and it's a good thing.

Alam ko na dapat hindi ako mag sinungaling kay Gideon, but I don't want to trouble him anymore about this. Hindi na naman niya ako iiwan dito at sasamahan na naman mag damag and if that happens, he can't work properly anymore, especially he's the acting CEO now. He has a lot on his plate.

I pursed my lips and nibbled it, stopping from making noise that could wake him up. Pagod na pagod ito siguro kasi hindi man lang nagising ng bumalikwas ako ng bangon.

Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya at pinagmamasdan ang gwapo nitong mukha. Matangos na ilong, mahabang pilikmata, makapal na kilay, his chiseled jaw, and beautiful unruly lion hair.

"My handsome Gideon." I caressed his cheek while my tears are falling. "I love you. I love love you." Dahan dahan kong ibinaba ang mukha ko para e-kiss ang kanyang mga labi.

Mabuti nalang hindi ito nagising pero humigpit ang kanyang yakap sa bewang ko.

"I'm sorry, Bubba." I whispered.

I stayed a little while to make sure he's not awake. Hindi na rin ako umiyak at tumahan na din. I slowly removed his arm on my waist pero ang hard nito!

"Ughh...Bubba..let...me...go..." I was quietly grunting every time I say those words. After some time, I successfully removed his arm but when I was about to go, it immediately chained me again to bed. "Why...!?"

I took a deep breath and did the same thing, removing his arm many times pero bumabalik lang ito sa bewang ko at yayakapin ng mahigpit.

He's still sleeping soundly. His face is relaxed na parang wala siyang ginagawa na mag exert ng lakas para kadenahin ako sa bisig niya.

I am getting frustrated also. I have to escape because it's getting morning na!

Tumulo na ang luha ko kasi naiinis na ako kay Gideon!