Loki's Lover

Chapter 90.

Y/n POV:

When everyone had left and it was just Loki and myself in the room I finally gained the courage to look at him.
"How are you my love?" His deep voice sent chills running across my body. Not in fear but something even worse, pleasure. I arched my back and stood taller, I would not let him manipulate me like all the previous times.

"Why are you here? I don't want you anywhere near me." I spat out, now that we were alone I had no one to be polite too. I didn't owe a sliver of respect to this man before me, nore did I show it.

"Where did you go?" Loki tilted his head whilst ignoring my previous comment. I thought I saw worry or concern behind those green eyes of his but I doubt he felt such feelings.

"I went on a weekend away.." I settled with, simple yet mysterious. I wasn't giving him anything to use against me.
"Where?" He pushed, god I forgot how stubborn and persistent he was.

"Somewhere.." I sassed whilst folding my arms across my chest.
"I was worried your left for good.." Loki blew a sigh of relief, shocking me with the emotion behind this sentence.

"I thought about it, but I know my place is here." I said softly whilst glancing around the living room.
"Your place...is with me y/n" Loki said bodily making me choke on air.
"Don't-" I began,
"Darling-" He cut me off to which I flinched at the name. Not noticeable but just a jolt of memories rushing through me with the sadness of reality behind them. But of course he noticed and his whole demeanour softened.

"My love you have every right to hate me, but I beg of you, please listen to me.." Loki pleaded whilst taking slow steps towards me. Like at any second I would scream and jump away from him. I held my ground and didn't stand back, I didn't want him to think I was scared because I wasn't. And I'd never say it aloud but a sinful part of me wanted him to touch me, hold me, kiss me..

I snapped out of my daze and remembered the facts, what he said to me, and anger fuelled through me once more.

"My love you need to know the truth" He said with determination in his posture,
"After all this time, this is what you came back for?" I scoffed and shook my head,
"All this time?" Loki repeated confused,
"It's only been what, 3 weeks? Was the lack of your 'sex toy's presence bothering you Prince Loki?" I growled out.

"3 weeks?! No I was only gone for a couple days before I escaped." Loki said shocked,
"Time works differently between realms. So for me, three weeks. But a couple days without your sex toy? That's embarrassing even for you Loki." I stared him down angrily.

"..fuck!" Loki cursed loudly whilst running a hand through his raven hair. My eye shot over worriedly to the door but to my relief, Nat and Buck didn't burst through.

"Please let us keep this conversation civilised, Nat and bucky are already close to killing you." I said whilst turning back to Loki,
"Believe me they've tried" Loki smiled softly at me, I almost smiled but caught myself. I fell for that charm once before, not again.

"You were never my sex toy y/n." Loki said seriously, a quick change in topic.
"oh really?" I raised an eyebrow,
"Yes darling" He said,
"You said it yourself!" I laughed whilst remembering when he said it to my face in the castle library.

"That wasn't me." Loki said,
"What?" I asked confused,
"I said that wasn't me, that day whilst I was fighting Frost giants at the gates of Asgard, Sylvie visited you.." Loki said angrily, his own fists clenched in anger by his side.