LIMH| Lean Into My Heart- Kay Flock

Chapter 21: Same Shit, Same Energy

(A/N: I changed the year from 2022 to 2021 because I felt like it made more sense that way. I don't know if I should change it back but lmk)

October 11, 2022

4:23 A.M

Kiara's POV:

I haven't spoken to Blu or Nas since that whole situation happened with Blu confronting me about having a thing with Nas.

I haven't spoken to or even seen Justine either since the last time which was when I specifically told ha NOT to tell Blu ANYTHING that took place between me and Nas, but she didn't listen so now I'm dealing with a miscarriage that was supposed to be Blu's baby.

Which was supposed to be a girl.

I always said that when I get pregnant I always wanted my first child to be a girl, but when I got that I lost it all because of Justine.

I've been blowing up her phone nonstop and even tried to go to her house but can't even because you need a fucking code to enter the penthouse building which she has to accept in order for me to see her.

The other day which was October 9th, I went to a party that one of my friends dragged me to go to even though I told them about the miscarriage and ended up seeing Genesis there.

Genesis was with some brownskin gapped toothed nigga that she was grinding on and feeling on his bulge and shit. When she spotted me staring at ha she looked shocked but then ended up smirking at me signaling me to come in ha direction.

We started making conversation until the brownskin nigga gave me a look which made me mug his ass. Genesis saw it and introduced him as ha boyfriend who she claim was "Dthang".

After getting to know Dthang, he dapped me up and went to go talk to his other friend who was the same complexion as him. He introduced himself to me as "Bando" after catching me stare at him for a while.

Not gonna lie y'all, but I liked what I saw.

Me and Genesis talked for a while until I explained to her what had happened between me and Justine which made ha put a mug on her face being obviously disappointed.

"so did you talk to ha?" Genesis said to me while still grinding on Dthang's lap. I felt so uncomfortable just being there and seeing ha trynna turn him on. "I tried to but she not answering ha phone calls or my text messages that I sent"

"Why didn't you just go to ha house?"

"that bitch rich now and live in a fucking penthouse where you need a code to get in" I told Genesis while rolling my eyes. She just smacked ha lips looking in the other direction. "what's ha address?"

"1 Wall St, Brooklyn, New York  10005. That bitch a whole fucking model now making bands and still living in Brooklyn. If I was ha I would've moved out and start living in California or some shit trynna live out the California dream or whateva they got it as"

Genesis looked at me with a unreadable expression on ha face. "I know I haven't seen you since March, but I think you need to get back for you and Blu's damn baby" she says making us both laugh. I sat down and giggled to myself thinking maybe I should?

Like just think about it. My baby died when I was 6 months pregnant about to give birth in the month of December which was about to be girl, until Justine head-ass decided to ruin it for me and tell Blu that I cheated on him which made him make that terrible wish upon me killing our child.

A get back would be good not only for me and my baby, but for Genesis as well since Justine the reason for her almost dyin' and shit.

I don't want the get back to cause ha death yet though. I want the get back to be good. Like really fucking good. THEN we could kill ha.