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Chapter 26: We Could've been

(A/N: If a certain sentence don't make sense, please don't mind it. I was rushing through this shit truly😍)

December 18, 2022

2:23 P.M

Kiara POV

If only y'all could see the way the tears where coming out of my eyes right now.

I was at home laying in my bed just crying nonstop.

Today my baby would've been born.

Me and Blu's baby at that too.

Every since December had even started, I was trying my best to ignore everything that consisted of children or just Blu in general.

I know that shit is a little dramatic, but just thinking of how I would've been giving birth today just keeps running through my mind. I don't even think Blu even knew she would've been due today.

I know what I had did was wrong and it hurted Camrin a lot, but if I had a chance to see him again to apologize, trust me I would.

Me being pregnant with Blu's baby was all I ever wanted don't matter about the first abortion I had. I understand that I'm young and I make mistakes and all, but cheating on him and telling someone about it was the biggest mistake I ever had made.

I haven't seen Justine, Maliyah, Blu or nun of them doa niggas since either. I also heard Dougie not in jail no more too and it's been like a month now.

I heard about Justine getting shot and all of that bullshit that she deserves. I ain't got nothing to do with that either, but I do know that the same day me and Genesis was talking about the stuff we was gonna do to ha actually ended up happening.

I also saw that Kay's court date went from the first to the twenty-third of this month too so in a couple of days we gonna hear if that nigga guilty or not.

Also Justine due next month too. 

So many shit happening before the year could even finish.

And it's shit Justine got ha ass in. 

Pregnancy, absent baby father that got put in prison for murder, shot, stabbed, stress, ha parents not fucking with ha, and all kinds of shit.

I ain't gon say to much though. That's all her problems, not mine.

I just had a miscarriage that's all. That bitch had the world dropping on her and all kinds of shit.

I been trynna get in contact with Blu too, but every time I either call or even text his ass, his shit goes straight to voicemail and his messages goes green which be telling me he most definitely  blocked my ass.

I ain't been talkin' to Nas either. 

I think Nas done blocked me too after the incident with him and Blu.

I heard that Nas and Blu had fought right after Nas left my crib.

Supposedly after Blu confronted me about the Nas situation, he followed Nas to his crib and started fighting him.

That was the same day I would have a miscarriage with me and Blu's baby.

Even when Blu found out about the miscarriage he didn't even text nor call me to see how I was even doing either.

I understand he was mad and shit, but at the end of the day at least what he could've done was seen how I was doing after the aftermath.

I saw on his Instagram story that he ended up moving on too.