LIMH| Lean Into My Heart- Kay Flock

Chapter 67: Always N Forever

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May 6th 5:12 P.M

Justine

I helped Kai and his sisters pack their bags as they where getting ready to stay with their father.

Now before ya say anything let me explain.

Me and Kay agreed that he'll just have the kids for now since we are in New York and since the last time he saw them was back in June of last year.

Kay never told me directly that's what he wanted, but he texted Kai instead and had him show me the text messages since he refuse to speak to me.

Real childish. What are we? in middle school?

But I don't mind it. I'm a different person now who has been focusing on herself ever since her son was born. I don't need a man like Kay to tear me apart or even down. I know better.

I was in the bathroom bathing my son while he cried. Ever since he was born one thing about him, he gon cry for no reason. And who that remind ya of? nobody but damn Kaela when she was younger.

Anyways Kay haven't really seen him after he was born and I don't mind. He asked Kai a couple of times to put him on the phone when he face times so I could say that counts. He's only 3 months but regardless of what he said that night after his birth, I guess I could say that he's trying to be a better father towards him.

I just hope his actions don't follow him forever.

After I was done giving him a bath, I dried him off and started to put his clothes on and packed his bag. Since he's still so young I don't want him going to the show, so instead I'm leaving him over my moms till its over. When it's done then I'm going to pick him up and drop him over to Kay. I will say, I probably will stay to see how good they bond, but it's hard for me to even see Kay's face. 

Imagine how it is having kids that look like him looking at you everyday?

While I gathered my things, me and them where staying in a hotel while all them where rushing. Kaela doing her hair, Kai spraying mad colone and fixing his eyebrows, to Kamiya helping me with her brother passing me all the things I needed to help him get ready.

Ever since he was born, Kamiya's been always checking up on him and helping me with the little things like feeding him, clothing him, and helping him rest.

Is it crazy if I say while I was pregnant with him this girl made me buy her a baby doll, so she could practice on it for when her brother comes?

I wanna see her grow up so bad. Imagine what her family would look like?

"Alright ya got everything?" I looked back asking the kids because I only booked this room for one night and that was it. After the show the kids are staying with Kay and I have to fly back to Cali first thing tomorrow.

"Yes and do we really have to go stay with him? I miss home" Kaela walked down the stairs in the hotel lobby right beside me as she spilled her opinions on her wanting to see her father or not. What I've noticed lately after she found out what happened at the hospital, is that she doesn't really speak to him like that anymore so I could see what she's coming from. Though I never asked her why. She's the one who always wants to be left alone after certain situations. Reminds me of a younger me.

"Ya father wants to spend time with you, ya brother, and ya sister. That's not a problem right?" She just shook her head no with attitude and went into the parked limo car that was outside waiting. So far I learned to have patience and to not argue every once and a while rather they wanted me to or not.