LIMH| Lean Into My Heart- Kay Flock

Chapter 59: What Goes Up, Must Come Down pt 1

Dougie POV

"Is mommy coming? I haven't seen her in forever!"

I was trynna dress up the twins so we could get ready for Maliyah's and Setty's funeral. They kept asking me questions ever since.

After Maliyah's death, my baby girl became numb. She saw ha own motha die right in front of ha, and she didn't even wanna get ready this morning. Imagine how she feel.

Imagine how I feel?

It's been weeks since she passed and Ion even know how I'ma deal without her. The house been mad quiet ever since.

"You'll see when you get there ight? but for right now we gotta go" I gathered all their things and walked outta the house buckling both of the twins and Ariana too. So far I'm trynna still figure out this whole single dad shit. It's hard doing this by myself, especially since I got three of 'em.

I went in the driver seat and started the car where I then drove out the drive way. The funeral was gon be packed with mad family so I had to make sure I was there on time.

When me and the fam came back to New York I wasn't well. I became sick and cried like what? every night?

To know that ya wife or girl not right beside ya is sum ion wish on nobody. Especially if she died right in front of you, caring ya seed and everything.

But after we came back home, that's when we got the news that Maliyah's case was closed and that it went down on self-defense.

To know that my wife would've still been here with my second daughter and not having ha in prison was better then the set it is at now.

But it took them that long to rule it as self-defense? no way. She already gone.

I never wanted to really rush the wedding either. I wanted to wait till June which she would've probably been like 7 months pregnant and everything.

Y'all see how I had stuff in planned? I guess that just mean don't be planning shit at all then if that is how it gon go.

I'm afraid that I won't get over ha death and just go back to my old ways. Maliyah wanted me to stop taking the percs so I'ma try what I could do for her.

After driving for a while, that's when I parked the car and took my kids out bringing them inside of the church. It was the same church ha pops funeral was in.

Crazy how they both died the same day and had they funeral in the same church. I even pushed it to a certain point where I'm making ha get buried by him too.

It's sum she woulda wanted. I just know.

"Yo Dougz!" yelled my mans Kay Kay. Oh yea I forgot to tell ya.

Kay got off and it was set to believe that Mali killed Genesis, and he's been locked up in Dubai ever since.

They didn't wanna really stretch the case since Genesis was the one who came in, attacking us. Mali spending time there until his release date and everything. Haven't heard from him since.

I didn't care who killed ha though. I just want my wife man.

"You ight cause you'n look good. You sure ya wanna do this still?" I nodded as I sat my kids down inside. I wasn't really sure. I lost both my girl and mans the same day. I got three kids to raise by myself now. I gotta lot of stuff to figure out.

"Yea I'm fine. I just gotta think how I'ma do this alone. This shit aggravating a nigga"

"Well let me know if ya need anything. I gotchu remember?"