The Tracy Family Feud (Thunderbirds)

Chapter 40

*Gordon's POV*

Alan had broken my hand, I never thought he was that strong, Virgil always makes fun of him for looking like a weedy twig but Alan is pretty strong for a 16 year old, he had run off somewhere to cool down, Virgil had found an ice pack and he had forced me to keep it on until we got to the hospital

"What happened" Scott asked when I called him

"Alan crushed my hand so it's broken" I explained simply

"Oh, what did you do to annoy him now" Scott sighed

"Nothing" I lied

"Good see you when you get home" Scott mumbled and he hung up

Virgil walked in and he hugged me

"Hey, whoa Virgil remove yourself from me" I snapped

"Sorry, but you're my little brother, I can't help the fact that I want to bundle you up in blankets and hug you to death like I used to do" Virgil laughed

"Yeah well people are giving you weird looks" I muttered

*Alan's POV*

It wasn't long before I managed to have a full blown panic attack, I couldn't breath, I think I'm going insane, how could I hurt Gordon like that, why did I do that to him, what is wrong with me, I feel like I'm tipping over the edge, every time I close my eyes I still see the fear in his eyes, I'm younger than him and I have the strength to cause so much pain

"Alan, are you alright" dad asked when he found me

"No" I sobbed

"Oh Alan, come here, you're such a silly boy" dad whispered, he kept stroking my hair

"I managed to hurt Gordon, dad I think I'm insane" I cried

"You're not insane, you just have a lot of things going on, if it makes you happier I think you should get homeschooled-" I stopped him there

"No, I can't, my friends, isolation" I spoke in very little words, I was still struggling to breathe

*a day later*

Ella visited me at the hotel, dad, Gordon and Virgil had gone out for a while, she looked like she had just been crying

"What's wrong" I asked her, I held her hands

"My parents disowned me" Ella sniffed

"Jesus some parents you have, but I'm here for you ok" I told her

"Thank you, at least you care" Ella whispered

"I just have to ask, are you pregnant, I'm prepared for either answer" I wondered

"No I'm not, but my parents have stopped paying tuition, after Christmas I'm not coming back, I have to live with my aunt" Ella mumbled

"No, I can't lose you" I panicked, I was holding on to her wrists "I love you too much"

"Alan, I thought you said..." Ella trailed off

"I lied, I love you so much, I was too scared to tell you, I didn't want my dad to be mad at me" I muttered

"Aww, Alan, you've finally admitted that you like me" Ella laughed quietly

"I know it's a bit much to ask you but do you maybe want to go on a date tonight" I asked

Ella nodded, she ended up resting her head on my shoulder, I guess four years around a girl like her can make you fall in love instantly

"Maybe we should run away to Canada" Ella suggested

"Ok, that was a bit sudden" I was scared of her suggestion

Ella is weird, but I love her so what the heck