I look down at my bloody hands and I just can't help but smile, “hehehe fucking asshole” I giggle, I change my clothes wiping my hands on my old clothes. I sit down in the room and take a deep breath. *Knock knock* “Come in” I pick my head up “Hey Denna. I'm here for your clothes,” DJ says and I nod, “Are you okay,” he asks sitting across from me. “Hmm. Oh um yeah” I nod, “You know you're a lousy liar” he shakes his head “It's…Just…” I sigh “Do you regret it?” he asks “No. I…I liked it” I whisper my hands start to shake. “I liked the feeling of him being so scared of me, begging me for mercy”
I look at my shaky hands. “Am I a horrible person?” I ask and DJ shakes his head “No. No, come here” he opens his arms to me, and I crawl over to him and start crying. “I don't understand why I am sad. Why did it feel so good” I cry and he slowly wraps his hands around me “It's okay Adenna. This feeling will pass, it is only temporary” he whispers “Do you promise,” I ask “Yes I promise” he chuckles. “Thank you, DJ” I sniffle “Your welcome Adenna” he pats my head
“DJ did you-” Dante opens the door and then freezes “What the hell is this” he growls pointing at us, I look and realize that this looks wrong “Woah. No no” we both push away from each other, “It is so not what you think” DJ shakes his head. “Have you two hooked up since I was gone?” he asks and I look at him shocked “What. No never” I say getting up, “Dante I promise we never even thought about each other like that” DJ gets up. “Oh really. He grabs your hand and is trying to get used to physical touch for you, you even cry with him holding onto him” Dante growls
“Dante. Nothing is going on between us, I see DJ as a brother and he sees me as a sister” I say and DJ nods “Tch whatever, the fire is started so just hurry up and get rid of the stuff” he says and turns around “Hey wait” I grab his arm “DJ can we have a minute” I ask and he nods and picks up the clothes. “You get in here” I pull Dante inside and he grunts going in, “What,” he asks going across the small room, “Dante seriously you can't even sit by me” I roll my eyes sitting down. “I don't feel like sitting” he pouts
“Fine. Listen Dante nothing has ever and will never happen between me and DJ” I say and he looks away from me, “Dante. I love you, and no one can make me feel differently so if you want to ignore me you can but you are being absolutely ridiculous right now, come talk to me when you're ready to be an adult and talk” I say getting up, and reaching for the doorknob “I'm jealous” he says making me stop
“Okay. I'm jealous, you used to only let me hold you and I used to be the only one who could make you smile, I'm jealous okay, DJ is more attractive than me and I know that if he really wanted to he could take you away from me” he shakes his head looking down. “I don't find him attractive at all. I find you the most attractive person ever, honestly ever since you came up to me on the playground there was no one else” I chuckle
~Flashback~
“Hey, Adenna” I turn around and see my friend Becky running up to me “Oh hey Becky what's up," I ask “Hey want to walk home together,” she asks “Hmm yeah sure but I was going to hang out on the playground for a bit,” I say “Oh I'll hang out with you then” she chuckles, “Okay then” I smile. We go to the playground and for the most part are on the swings “I'm going to get some water” she says pointing at the water fountain “Okay once you get back we'll start heading home” I say and she nods running off, I take a deep breath and close my eyes “Look how short she is” I hear someone laugh.
“Hey I'm not short” I hear Becky say and I open my eyes. “Yeah you are your legs are stubby” a guy snickers “Just leave me alone,” she says looking down embarrassed I get off the swings and march over there “Or what you can't do anything” he steps closer. “Hey, she said to leave her alone” I growl stepping between them, “Who the hell are you ugly,” he says looking down at me “Wow is that all you got, man for someone who is supposed to be a bully you are really bad at insults” I laugh “Whatever you are revolting” he rolls his eyes “Oh wow is that all you really shouldn't talk to girls like that it's very rude” I cross my arms
“You're pissing me off” he growls “Oh you don't say” I roll my eyes “Fucking bitch” he raises his hand, “HEY” someone barks and next thing I know him and his friend are on the floor with one punch, I look up and see two guys standing there and immediately one caught my eye, he has short black hair and beautiful green eyes. “Woah” I whisper “Fucking assholes” he growls looking at them, “Oh..um I'm sorry about that,” he says stepping back
“I…It's okay…Th…Thank you” I nod “You're welcome” he nods “Um..I'm Dante and this is DJ,” he says introducing himself and his friend. “Oh. Um, I'm Adenna and this is Becky” I say and he nods “Guys?” I turn around and see a guy from our class “Oh Trent I'm sorry bud these guys were messing with them” Dante shakes his head. “I said you two didn't have to come and get me” he whisper yells, “I'm sorry guys don't mind them we're leaving now I'll see you two tomorrow,” he says pushing them two away. “Hey, Becky?” I ask “Yeah,” she says “Who was that,” I ask “Oh those two are sixth graders, apparently they're troublemakers at their school, especially that Dante one. I heard he is like the leader,” she says and I nod.
~End of flashback ~
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The rollercoaster of life
RomansaAdenna is eighteen years old and lives with her mom, she live right across from someone she says she's hates, even though they used to be best friends, that were incepreble. She says she hates him while he doesn't care and teases her. She's been kee...
