Let Me

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"Thank you for your help." I looked into his eyes when he thanked me.
"It's nothing. You should get a rest. Otherwise, we will miss our commander for a few days. I don't think others will like to miss you." I replied to him with a small grin.
"How about you?" He suddenly cross-questioned me with a chuckle.
"Ah... Me too. You are the best teaching assistant we can ask for. So it is obvious I'll miss your teaching." I give him a reason not to show how much I'll miss seeing him every day.
"Okay then. I'll get better for others. I am going now. Go to your dorm. Tell Hoseok I thanked him for his help." he said while going out of the training room.
"Good night. Get well soon." I greeted them with a bow while he thanked me and wish me back a very good night.
After he left I stayed there for a few minutes to think about what he meant by his words. It's like I was stuck with his words without a thought. "How about you?" I questioned his question from me. "How about me? I am fucking miss your face commander. More than anyone else does." I mumbled to myself while watching the closed door of the training room.

"He told me to tell you to thank you," I told to Hoseok while going to the bathing area to take a bath.
"Ah... He told that he misses me? Or not?" Hoseok asked with a huge smile while turning on his shower.
"No." I didn't say it out of anger. But more than annoyed by the thought of Seokjin missing Hoseok. But who is me to get annoyed over them? They are best friends. Can be more than that? I cursed to myself and get in the shower.
"Why are you jealous?" now Hoseok laughing while washing his hair.
"Why would I?" the same annoying tone replied.
"Your actions say you are jealous. Don't be. We are friends. Hyung is like a big brother to me. Caring, loving. I love to stay here for 18 months Without going front line. Not because that is dangerous or have to work hard there. I don't want to leave him. 5 weeks are too short and I am afraid he will forget me once I leave here." he finished what he bundle up in his heart until now. I didn't think of that until Hoseok said it to me. After 5 weeks how can I leave his presence and go far from him?
"Is there any way to stay here?" I asked Hoseok who is now covered with soap bubbles.
"Yes. Apply for the teaching assistant position. I am going to apply so I can stay with hyung." Hoseok replied with a hopeful smile.
"Ah." I turned on the shower again to wash the shampoo. Shall I try too? Like Hoseok? Will they choose me? I should try. I can't go far away from here. Just to see his presence near me I wanna stay here with him. I don't need more from him. Just he would be enough.

The next day he didn't come to teach. I was in a daze throughout the day see his face and asked him how he do. But how can I meet him? I don't know his dorm or his friends other than Hoseok who is the same as me and knows nothing about his situation.

"Today is the worst day here," Hoseok said while lying next to me in the dorm to sleep after the day ended. 
"Hmm," I replied.
"I should become a teaching assistant. Otherwise, I'll die without his presence." Hoseok mumbled while clutching his sheet. 
"We have to live alone someday. Don't get attached to that easily hyung. It's been a week but you are attached to him as you knew him forever." I turned my head to see him.
"We are Jungkookie. We know each other for more than a week." he smiled at me and then closed his eyes.

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