Wishes Of US ~Jinkook~

Plans

Hyung came to pick me up from the apartment of the Taehyung hyung. Finally, we going to the dinner that we planned yesterday.
"Hyung I'll drive. You worked the whole day. Let me drive."
"Thank you." he smiled and stepped out from the driving side and went to the passenger seat.
"How much did you drink last night?" hyung asked while watching the road straight ahead.
"I did not get drunk easily hyung. Just tipsy."
"That's why you cried?"
"I didn't cry" I dare nor to look at his smirked face.
"yeah yeah... I heard you very well." he chuckled.
"So Hyung... Can we go on a date now?" I asked with my super excited tone. 
"yeah we can..." he replied after a long silence and looked outside the window.
"What are you thinking hyung? What is bothering you?" I feel his nervousness in our conversation.
"I'm just new to this. I am a little bit nervous."
"Why didn't you date before?"
"I didn't have time back then. Just blind dates here and there. Nothing more than those."
"Ah... It's okay hyung. I won't judge you. You know that. Just let's go on one date."
"Okay..." he smiled at me.

After eating we went to different places in the city. I can't hold his hand I know he is shy and scared to do it in public. I don't want to put him under another pressure by doing those so we are just standing side by side and talking about many things.

His family is one of the richest families who are in business. He left the military due to his elder brother's health. And he is now perfectly fine. He is loved by his mother so dearly while his father is a strict character and makes hyung do business after him.

"I am going to go hometown hyung. My national competitions are coming next month. I have to go start practices." his brightness got low and low and now he is pouting to Han river like a baby who didn't get the ice cream they want.
"When you come back?" he asked.
"After national if I am selected for the next stage I can come here and go to a sports club. can you sponsor me?" I asked while smiling.
"I'll"
"Then I'll make sure to win it."
"You must win."
"I know. I'll win for you."
"I trust you." I intertwined my palm with his.

After two months

"Hyung I won" I hugged him tightly. He came to Busan just to watch my competition.
"I knew you won this. I am so happy."
He patted my head.
"So can you come to Seoul now? I purchased an apartment the previous week." hyung continued.
"Are you for real hyung? I am going to live with you?" I asked while jumping.
"Yeah..."
"Hyung let's go it's time to give medals." I took his hand and went to the hall the award ceremony going to be held.

Again... Another heartbreak for me. I was selected by the American sports club with a full scholarship. I am going to reject it no matter what it takes. I am not gonna go to America leaving my loved ones here. I saw hyung standing next to the big window. He is not okay. During these two months, we planned out everything to move in together to Seoul. How can I leave him to go to a foreign country? Even though it is my dream I can't sacrifice my happiness for my dream.
"I am not going. I am coming to Seoul." I told him while standing beside him.
"No. You should go. It's only for 4 years."
"Please don't make me go hyung. I wanna stay with you hyung. Please."
"I am not going anywhere Jungkook. Go there and come back. I'll wait for you."
"I can't live there for a long time without you. Why can't you understand it?" I stomped my legs on the tiles floor like a spoiled kid.
"I'll come there and you can come here for vacation. 4 years will go quickly Jungkook. I don't want you to leave what you love."
"What about leaving you then? I love you too." I asked with a frown on my face. He was stunned at the place and looked into my eyes.
"I too love you a lot. That's why I want you to go there and be successful in what you love. I won't leave you Jungkook. But this opportunity can not be retrieved once it went."
"Okay, I'll go. This is what I worked hard on for the past two months. It's yours hyung." I Hand him my medal. My success I earned because of him. His eyes filled with tears and his small sniffs can be heard.
"I love you hyung. More than you can ever think."
"I love you too. More than you can ever count." I hugged him tightly and kissed his forehead.