Wishes Of US ~Jinkook~

Make Him

"Come inside" Jin Hyung opened the door to a tiny room. Small bed, attached bathroom, tiny kitchen with half-divided wall from the bedroom.
"I'll make something to eat." he changed into loose pants and walked towards the kitchen area. I silently sat down on the bed and just stared at him. I want him to agree with me to go back. He didn't give me an answer when I said all the things.
"Hyung..." I took small steps toward the kitchen and hugged him from back. His broad shoulders are tensed with my touch. I put my chin on his shoulder and stared at the dish he is cooking.
"It looks delicious hyung. I am hungry." I mumbled to his ear.
"10 more minutes." he continues to stir the dish while ignoring my presence attached to him.
"Hyung..." I need his attention so badly. Want to kiss him and persuade him to go back with me. But I got a silent reply from him. Not even a single look for me.
"Hyung... Don't ignore me." I tried again this time tightening my hold around his slim wait.
"Go sit down Jungkook. This is almost finished. And tell Hoseok to pick you up after eating." he turned off the stove and turned to go bedroom area. I silently followed him and sat on the bed again.
"Can I stay?"
"No"
"I am tired hyung."
"You will be more tired if stayed here. Just go with Hoseok and sleep comfortably."
"It's comfortable here. I can sleep with you. The bed is enough for two."
"No, it's not."
"Hyung... It's not like we are strangers. We slept on the same bed hyung. Why you are ignoring me? I told you everything hyung. Why can't you accept it?" I can feel my voice getting tired and also impatient. He silently got his PJs from the little cupboard and went to the attached bathroom. Before he clicks the lock and barged into it with him and locked it from inside.
"What are you doing? Just leave me to take a bath Jungkook. I had enough of today. Why are you still bothering me? Just get out." his voice started to get higher and I can feel he is so angry with me. But who cares anymore. This is much better than getting silent gestures from him.
"Why can't I be stubborn like you do?" I smirked at him while unbuttoning my shirt. He tried to push me from the door and get out but I stood there like a statue didn't budge with his little effort to push me. My smirked-filled face might be angered him a lot now.
"Just cut your crap Jungkook. I'll slap you if you are going to continue this bullshit."
"So why are you holding hyung? Slap me. I'll take tons if you come with me."
"You are crazy."
"Maybe" I removed my shirt and let it slide from my hand. He stared at my chest with glistening eyes. Those are dilated as they were caught in a big scandal.
"Like what you see hyung?" my smirked face got him nervous and he gulped a big saliva probably forgetting to gulp because of my stunt.
"Find someone to play with you Jungkook. I am not into your match anyway."
"Who told you are not? As I knew you screamed my name countless times hyung."
"Just stop talking about the past for fuck sake"
"I am not talking about the past. I am saying I can make you scream if you want. Right now right here. If you are not sure hyung, I can show you better." I grabbed his nape and touch his lips with my fingerprints.
"I have missed you so much hyung." I wetted my lips while tracing his lip outliner. But he didn't look at me or replied me. It took me my frustration to break the limit I keep until then. I forcefully captured his lips roughly. I need to take out what I am feeling right now. I can feel he is struggling in my grip to get free from my tight grip. He didn't kiss me back and it made me feel my anger going to blast at any moment. I stopped kissing him and release him from my grip. "It is okay to let him go?" I feel my brain is working out so much to find a solution but my heart is stable to the solution that already found.
"Look at me Jin." he didn't try to look at me. His eyes were glued to the bathroom floor underneath us.
"Look at me. This is the last time I am asking." after a good few seconds he slowly averted his eyes toward me from the floor.
"This is the last time I am asking Jin. Do you love me?" I can't help but tears gathered corner of my eyes. I am not sure about his answer. Because I know he is a stubborn rock-head person when it comes to certain things.
"Think wisely before you talk Jin. You won't be able to see this face ever again no matter what." his one hand touched my face and traced along the eyes, cheeks, and jaw. His tears are rolling down to the t-shirt he is wearing.
"It doesn't matter if I love you or not Jungkook. What matter is our happiness when we are living together?"
"I am happy when I am with you hyung. I didn't sleep for the past two months. I got nightmares every day. I couldn't eat properly hyung. I wished to die more than live alone."
"Jungkook"
"It's true hyung. It's better to die than live like a dead man." when I cried my heart out he hugged me tightly. I cried into his shoulder clutching him tightly.
"I love you" he mumbled.
"I know. I asked because I need you to know that hyung." I kissed him and he is too kiss me back with the same passion. We missed this feeling. I slowly took off his T-shirt without breaking the kiss. His warm body is tensed to my fingerprints which are drawing patterns all over the body with hunger.