Wishes Of US ~Jinkook~

You & Me

"Here is your room. Everything is stored in the cupboard. Take bath and come downstairs to have dinner." Taehyung left the room with a wide smile.
Somehow I am happy with staying with Taehyung hyung. It assured me for myself that I have someone to rely on during my hardest time. He is not changed after many years. Still the same Taehyung with a boxy smile, spoiled attitude, and childlike face. I have to catch up many years with him because he left there without notice. Like hyung did.
"Hyung... Need any help?" I asked while going to the kitchen.
"You can rest today. I am going to take your help from tomorrow." he smiled.
"You know how to cook hyung? I am surprised you learned a lot." I chuckled.
"Yah... Don't embarrass me. I had to learn otherwise I won't able to survive here for several years."
"Glad to hear. I still remembered how you and Namjoonie hyung almost set fire to the house."
"Mom forbade us to come to the kitchen from that on." Taehyung smiled while remembering the old time.
"So Hyung what are you doing?"
"You mean my job?"
"Yeah..."
"Working in hospital. Today happened to be a holiday. That's why I met you."
"Wow... I am lucky." I smiled.
"Of course you are." Taehyung turned off the stove.
"I am happy hyung. You wanted to become a doctor since you are small."
"Me too. After what happened there I am happy that I achieved it Kookie. I gave up on one point. But I managed to get the grip on everything again."
"I am proud of you hyung."
"Thank you Kookie. Let's eat come on."

"So you don't know where he is living?" Taehyung hyung asked me while sipping the beer.
"I don't know hyung. I have to find him and make sure he is okay." I focused on the beer glass and mimic.
"You don't have any clue?"
"Nope. I only know he is living here. He left due to family problems and I should find him and make sure he is doing well." I sadly smiled at Taehyung.
"What I know is you are not into boys?" I know he is trying to enlighten the sadness in our conversation.
"Hyung... It's not like that. We just happened to be friends. A very good one."
"Okay okay. Let's say like that." he chuckled and gulped the rest of the beer.
"I am serious." I pouted while showing my cute side.
"You know Jungkook. Everyone is going through hard times even though they are different from each other. Having someone to pass a hard time is valuable and it is like we have everything even though we feel like we lost everything at one point. That feeling can't express in words Kookie. I think your hyung is very lucky to have you on his side. Hope you will find him quickly." Taehyung talked with a small smile on his face.
"Thank you hyung." I smiled at him. My heart felt at ease for a long time. I didn't feel something like this since Hyung left. Thanks to Taehyung hyung I am okay and happy.

"I am going to the hospital. The door code has been sent to your mobile." Taehyung hyung rushed to the door while buttoning his sleeve.
"Okay hyung. Take care." I followed him to the door.
"I made some pancakes. Eat before you go outside. And for lunch, you can make something. Don't keep your belly empty okay?"
"Okay hyung."
"Bye. Take care."
"You too hyung. Take care" I closed the door and sat on the sofa. Where should I go today? Where I can find him... I don't where to start. I will eat and go to Han river park. Hope something good will happen today.

"Jungkook... Emergency case assigned to me. Eat something and go to sleep. I'll be late."
"Okay hyung. Take care." I hang up the call.
I sat down on the bench near the river. I spent the whole day and check the phone diary and found the numbers I can call to find Hyung. My mind is wandering everywhere thinking about how should I talk to hyung when I meet him. A young boy is signing a side of the river with a soft voice and immediately stole my attention. I sat there listening to him while looking at the river waves in front of me.

"Well, I can't make you love me, but I'll try
Only the Lord knows how hard I'll try
I can't make you need me, but I'll try
Only the Lord knows how hard I tried

But when the sun starts to set
The skies take your breath
And I need to sense you right there
You just wave goodbye, wave goodbye"

A tear escaped from my eyes. I sadly smiled toward the river. Who is calm and quiet. Not knowing about the pain that people bear. I wonder how many people cried there. I wonder if the river is so quiet because of the tears that escaped because of pain of people. I wonder if the river is too crying out loud but we can't hear it because our cries are louder than hers.