Wishes Of US ~Jinkook~

Sorry

"Jungkook!!!" Hoseok suddenly screamed from behind and ran to where I stood with the commander.
"What happened hyung? Are you okay? Did you scare for anything?" Hoseok asked while checking Seok jin's face and arms. I got two steps from him and gave space to Hoseok.
"Yah... What happened to him? Tell me." now he looked at me like going to complain about something anything.
"Hyung got something in his eye. I just checked it." oh great! you are a great one Jungkook. I looked at Seokjin hyung. He didn't surprise by my words at all.
"Yeah, I am okay now. Jungkook helped me," he assured while tapping Hoseok's shoulder and looking at me. But that look doesn't the soft one I always had for myself. It is more of a judging and disappointed look which made my heart break in a second.
"I am going to the dorm. Goodbye, commander." I turned and hurry to leave the room. I don't want to stay there for another second. I don't want to face the tension between us. I just want to be alone for now, I wanna rethink what I have done. I messed up big time here as well. Now I know going after him is the one of biggest mistakes I have done here.

"Did something happen in the training room?" Hoseok asked while going to the dining area for dinner.
"No hyung. Why?" I tried to hide my nervousness and talked calmly.
"I am worried. Hyung seems like he is having a hard time. He is normally a cheerful one. But today he is different."
"Ah..." everything is my fault. He is going to hate me now.
"Anyway, tomorrow we are starting shooting practice. I am excited." Hoseok told me with a smile.
"I am not," I tell him without smiling.
"Why?"
"I don't like the sound of shooting"
"Ah... I get it."

I don't have an appetite for eating. I wanna go somewhere and sing my heart out so I can calm down.

"Hyung you go first... I forgot my purse in the dorm. I will get it back and come." I halted in the middle of the road and told Hoseok.
"Okay then. Come quickly." he left and I look around me to decide where I go. Shooting field? That will work. I smiled to myself and started to go for a long walk.

I sat in the grass while staring at the sky. I am alone like a star. "Look at you I feel sorry for you." I talked to it with a glimpse. "I wonder what you have done in your fast life. Nothing good didn't you? I should do good things then. I don't want to be alone looking at beautiful things but not reaching those."

I started to sing... It's my one of favorites. Moonlight reminds me to sing it after all.

"Can we go where no one else goes?
Can I know what no one else knows?
Can we fall in love in the moonlight?

I wanna get lost with you
I wanna be lost in you
Been waiting a while for you
I need to do this right with you
I mean, if you want to"

I stopped suddenly. Then looked back to see who is standing there.

"Sorry for disturbing you. But can I be your audience?" Jin hyung stands there in his normal attire.
"Why are you here?" I asked instead of answering him.
"I came to check the field for tomorrow's training." he pointed to the area.
"Ah..." I looked anywhere but not him.
"So can I?" he asked again.
"Sit here then. I'll sing for you. I want to apologize for what happened earlier." I patted the space next to me while looking at him.
"Is this how you gonna say sorry to me? Then I like when you do things like that. Seems like I can listen to your voice every day if you have done bad deeds." he smiled.
"I can sing for you every day if you want hyung. That's not a big deal." I looked into his eyes.
"I can listen to you every day Jungkook. It's not a big deal." he too stared into my eyes without blinking.

"Can we go where no one else goes?
Can I know what no one else knows?
Can we fall in love in the moonlight?

I wanna get lost with you
I wanna be lost in you
Been waiting a while for you
I need to do this right with you
I mean, if you want to

Can we go where no one else goes?
Can I know what no one else knows?
Can we fall in love in the moonlight?

Poetry and handpicked flowers
Say you'll meet me at the altar
Can we fall in love in the moonlight?

Moonlight
I'll be smitten with you on these blue nights
You'll be holding me until the sunrise
And the songbirds be waking up
Oh, true love
Kinda hoped it would feel like a rom-com
I've been planning this out in my notebook
Since I was a little boy

I wanna feel safe with you
But never be tame with you
And dwell in this dream with you
Let the pain disappear with you

Bottle of Barolo in the palm of my hands
Maybe we could sip this liquor, pretend like we're in France
For the night-time
It's the right time
And happy ever after always seemed like a stretch
I said fuck those fairytales and now I want nothing less
From you alright? Is that alright?

Can we go where no one else goes?
Can I know what no one else knows?
Can we fall in love in the moonlight?

Poetry and handpicked flowers
Say you'll meet me at the altar
Can we fall in love in the moonlight?

Moonlight
I'll be smitten with you on these blue nights
You'll be holding me until the sunrise
And the songbirds be waking up
Oh, true love
Kinda hoped it would feel like a rom-com
I've been planning this out in my notebook
Since I was a little boy"
(Moonlight by Dharuv)

I sang while looking at him. His eyes never leave me until the song ends. I smiled at him and kissed his forehead.
Now he has the most beautiful smile on his face. I know I don't leave this man forever.