Wishes Of US ~Jinkook~

Please Stay

I stopped before entering Taehyung Hyung's office. It will be better if I leave here. I don't need anything to hold me back to the place I dearly hold into but now crumbled into pieces without an explanation or excuse. I am exhausted from everything that happened unexpectedly within a few minutes. Those few minutes held the biggest happiness and biggest disappointment in my life. It will take a whole century to get over this. Before I started to leave the door I feel a grip on my shoulder.
"Where are you going?" Teahyung hyung asked with a questionable look.
"Hyung..." I couldn't suppress the feeling in my heart anymore. I hugged him and cried my eyes out. I wanted to pour everything out and get relaxed. I have been suffering for more than 8 months now. I just want to end my suffering and exhaustion at once. I tighten my grip more around hyung.
"Jungkook. Let's go inside." he released me and guided me into his office. Once I sat on the couch is got back with a cup of water taken from the filter. I cupped the glass with both hands to consume the hotness of the warm water on my palms. It gave me a relaxing.
"Care to tell me what happened out there?" hyung sat in front of me. I nervously watch my feet while cupping the water cup from both hands.
"You can tell me anything, Kook. You know I won't judge you. I'll be with you anything regardless of your decision." he tried to assure me with his sincerity towards me. I know I have him but right now I need a little bit of a gut to get over this. Then he took my hands into his and caressed those with affection.
"Hyung..." I started but didn't get any word more than that.
"It's okay. You have all the time in the world. Relax and tell me what happened. No need to hurry. Take time and tell me." I nodded when tears escaped from my eyes.
"He was there. In the ward hyung."
"You saw him?"
"Hmm.." I nodded with a little hum.
"Did you guys talk?"
"No.." again my head nodded to the sides.
"So tell me what makes you cry?"
"He... He was with someone hyung. They hugged..." I sniffed and continued.
"And... Went inside."
"Why didn't you try to talk to him?"
"Hyung... I know my place with him. But still, this is damn hurt hyung. I might be a fool to fall for him but still, I tried my best hyung. Please understand me." long cry escaped from my mouth.
"At least you know how you feel. That's great you know that. Let's talk to him kookie. Please don't try to make stories in your head. Everything you see can be not what you think. Please take a hold of yourself and try to talk to him. Take a grip. I know you are strong enough to do it." he smiled and patted my shoulder. Then stand up from the couch to go to the table.
"Where did you see him?"
"In the right sideward area,"
"Do you happen to know the room number?"
"No hyung. I was not in my right mind."
"It's okay. I'll find it." I saw he searched through the computer. I think he is trying to find patient details.
"Kim Seokjung, age 35. He is the one who is staying to get treatments." I looked at hyung pleading for more details.
"He is the elder brother," I mumbled. Suddenly realization clicked through my mind.
"Hyung, is he married by any chance?" hyung scrolled down to search the status.
"Yes, he is. He is having leukemia jungkook." I snapped my head towards him.
"What?"
"Yes... He is on the list for a few months now. He was searching for a suitable bone marrow transplant. And they found it. Operations are on next week Monday." Hyung looked at me.
"And the worst part is it is genetically transmitted to him." I stand up from the couch like I faced a thunderstorm.
"Hyung..." that is the only thing I could get out of my mouth.
"Don't worry. your friend is safe. There is no record regarding him."
"It doesn't mean he is safe hyung."
"Don't worry. I am a doctor. You have to trust me. When something like that is transmitted we normally do testing on the whole family and check it. So your friend is also got his checkup. So he is fine." I felt like my soul got to my body again.
"Okay hyung." I plopped onto the couch and put my head on the armrest.
"Now go before he leaves the hospital. You brat just don't think anything and do whatever thing got into mind."
"Thank you hyung." I ran over to the door and smiles at Teahyung hyung.