Wishes Of US ~Jinkook~

Sorry Again

"Let's go hyung. I can't leave him there for even a minute." I stood up from the chair and went to the balcony door.
"But it's 1 am. He might be sleeping now." Taehyung hyung told me while following me to the front door. My bags are still on the door without opening those.
"I have keys hyung. Hyung gave me the keys when I go to US."
"Okay. Give me a minute. I'll drop you."
"I'll try to grab a taxi. You stay here." I turned to get my things.
"It's fucking 1 am jungkook. Don't test my patience. Stay here I'll get my coat and come."
"Sorry. I'll wait." I locked my mouth. I know hyung is right. It's hard to catch a taxi at midnight. But I don't want to make him do all the work for me.
"Let's go." Taehyung hyung opened the door and give me space to get my things. After 45 minutes we stood in front of Jin Hyung's apartment.
"Hyung. Can you come inside with me? I don't have the strength to face him like this. I am scared hyung." I continued while looking at the door lock.
"I'll stay Jungkook. Don't be scared. Everything will be alright." I felt his hand on my shoulder. I can only give him a little smile because my feelings are too occupied by what will happen next.

I unlock the apartment door and got inside with my stuff and Taehyung hyung. Dim light is lit in the corridor to rooms. Seems like he is not turning on the heaters inside the apartment. It is cold like spirits are living inside. I left the bags on the floor and took steps toward his room. Slowly opened the door and peeked inside the room.  He is sleeping on the bed with his whole body wrapped in a comfy cover. Near to bedside, he has a little heater that gives him warmth but not like the apartment heater. He might try to save bills by turning off the heaters. I took little steps towards the bed. Teahyung hyung stopped at the door and stay there until I am going to woke up hyung.
"Hyung..." I talked soothingly as possible. He stirred into sleep and hummed.
"Hyung... I am here." I gently stroked his shoulder. His eyes shot open with my touch. His eyes got big as usual. I can't stop my smile looking at his adorable reaction.
"Ahh... Am I having a fever again?" he tried to check his temperature with his hand. Before his hand reached his head, I placed my hand on his forehead.
"No, you are fine." I smiled at him. He was stunned by my actions.
"Jungkook?" his voice is small. More like I can't hear those.
"Sorry for waking you up." I stroked his head.
"This can't be true." he is still in a daze with my sudden appearance. Then he looked at the door where Taehyung hyung stood.
"Tae?"
"He came hyung. Jungkook came," he said while coming to hyung. He looked at me with wide eyes. I kissed his forehead and cuffed his face. His eyes filled with tears. He dared to spill a word but his eyes got all busy with continuous tears.
"Don't cry hyung." I hugged him tightly. He didn't hug me back for a few seconds. I feel his hand going around my waist little by little.
"Sorry, Jungkookah... Hyung is sorry for you." he cried in my arms.
"You don't have to. You didn't do anything wrong hyung." I caressed his black silky locks.
"I am sorry..." he sniffed my neck while clutching into me.
"Hyung look at me." I release them from his grip and cuffed his face. His eyes are red from crying. Nose and cheeks stained with tears.
"Don't say it again. I am here. I won't leave you again."
"I ruined you. I ruined your dream. Why you came... You were almost at the end. Why you came?" he said with anger mix tone.
"Don't get angry hyung. I'll continue once you get better."
"You did this right?" he suddenly snapped to Taehyung hyung.
"Hyung, I didn't have any choice. Sorry" He averted his eyes to the floor.
"Don't blame him hyung. I was the one came. He didn't do anything." I tried to calm down his anger.
"Why you did do it? I thought you are his best friend Taehyung. But you..." again his eyes filled with tears.
"He is hyung. That's why he is with me." I screamed.
"Why? Did you think leaving me is the best thing you can do? Did you think to leave me even for a minute Hyung? Where is your promise? Where are your fucking promises that you made back then?" I stood up from bed and screamed. He did really think to leave me here and do whatever hell he wants.
"Don't be selfish hyung. You know how much I need you. Don't pretend like I can endure everything once you are not with me." I cried in between my screams. I got out of his room and get into the balcony.
He can't be serious. He can't do that to me. My thought continuously got into me. My face is wet with tears but I couldn't lift my hand to wipe them out.
"I am sorry. I am not selfish. I couldn't see you come here because of me without completing what you started. Sorry, Jungkookah. I am sorry." his hands wrapped around my waist from the back. He sniffed on my shoulders while holding me tight. I didn't turn my head to see his face. I just looked into the black sky with a tear-stained face.
"Look at me Jungkookah. Look at your hyung." He tried to turn me into him. I looked at him finally. He lost weight. His chubby cheeks are gone. His shiny eyes are having darkness with tiredness.
"Please hyung. Don't think to leave me. Please." I kissed him deeply. How can I think live without him? How can I forget his promise that easily? How can I even think about breaking his promise? I hugged him tightly into my chest. His warm body is giving me the calmness I yearned for.