Wishes Of US ~Jinkook~

Don't Leave Me

"When you got home last night hyung?" I asked while making breakfast for us.
"2 or 3 in the morning. You were sleeping."
"Yeah, I went to sleep early."
"Did you eat last night?" Taehyung hyung asked with narrowed eyes.
"Yeah, I went to street foods." I smiled.
"How the searching went?"
"Nothing useful happened hyung."
"It's okay... Rest today. I am going to the hospital in the evening. Let's enjoy time together." Taehgung hyung wants to remove my depressing mood.
"Sure hyung." I smiled again.

Hyung went to the hospital and here I am all alone in the big house. I got my phone and started to call the numbers I found yesterday. It's been more than 3 hours I am calling nonstop every number I found but still no luck. I sat on the couch while massaging my temples. My head is hurting due to the phone calls I made nonstop for hours. I am not gonna able to find him. I sighed and closed my eyes. Where are youq hyung? Why it's so hard to find you? A tear ran out from my closed eyes.

"I won't be able to come home kookie. Eat dinner and sleep." Taehyung hyung sent a message at midnight. He is working hard and he must be tired from overnight working. I am gonna make him the perfect breakfast... I took a mental note for myself.

"Hyung are you coming home?" I called Taehyung hyung in the morning. He wasn't home when I woke up.
"I couldn't Jungkookie. There is a critical emergency case that happened. I have to stay here until the patient wakes up."
"Okay hyung. Did you eat anything?"
"Not yet. I am not hungry." I feel his tiredness through the phone.
"I made breakfast hyung. I'll come. Send me the address."
"No need. I'll order something."
"I already finished cooking. I'll come there. I am bored without you."
"Okay then. Come we can leave at lunchtime."
"Okay hyung. I'll be there quickly. Don't eat anything until I get there. You should eat what I bring. Okay?"
"Okay okay. Come fast then.". I Heard his smile from the other side.
I started to pack breakfast into containers and get ready.

"Hyung... I brought your breakfast." I placed the parcel on his table.
"Thank you Jungkookah... Did you eat?"
"No, I packed everything so I can eat with you."
"Come here. Let's eat."
"Okay." we sat down and started to eat breakfast. We are not talked during eating seems like hyung is in so much hunger. He is eating very well and that makes my heart happy.
"Thank you Kookah... I ate a lot after many days." he talked.
"Eat well hyung." I smiled.
"I'll get coffee for us." I stand up from the table.
"Can I have tea? Chamomile tea?"
"I forgot you don't like coffee. I'll bring tea hyung."
"Thank you." He pouts with a cute face.
I chuckled and started to head to get coffee for myself and tea for hyung.

This must be fate. He is here. With broad shoulders and long hair. His hair grows a lot after he left the military. His skin is pale as usual, walks with confidence, and his aura is not a joke. Cold still confident and strict appearance.

I followed him like a crazy man. He is rushing towards the ward and I am following up with him. Before I call to him a girl came out of the wardroom and hugged him tightly. I just froze to the ground without a movement. Am I feeling heartbreak? Who is she? But why? It's not like we were in a relationship. He and I are just friends. Friends who stayed with each other for everything. Friend, I sang songs for. A friend I missed dearly. But I feel the gravity of my emotions.

Hyung went inside with the girl. I am staying glued to the floor without any thought about the next step. I found him but this situation is not considered by me. So I am in conflict about what to do next. I laid my head on the wall and took a deep breath.

Again my old thoughts are coming like a flood to my mind. So that's why he didn't call me. He didn't care for me from the beginning. I am all alone even in the beginning but I was under the illusion that he care about me, love me dearly. My heart is beating with pain. I don't want to go back to my house and pretend nothing happened. He has an elder brother. Not a sister. So she is the one he is in love with. I turned my heels to go back to Taehyung hyung's office.