Wishes Of US ~Jinkook~

I Am Fine

Today is just like yesterday. It seems like his fever is not getting better. At lunchtime, I didn't go for it. Instead of lunch, I went to the market to buy some snacks.

"I don't think that will be enough for your lunch. Boxers should eat properly not junk." I turned my head to see his face. After two days I am going to see him. His voice little bit horse because of his fever.
"Are you fine now?" I asked.
"Yes kind of." he smiled and got the same snack as me.
"Sick people should eat soup or porridge. Not junk." I glared at his snack pack.
"I did for whole two days. Let me eat something delicious," he said while giving his soft smile.
"What about medicines?" I asked him because snacks won't fill him up to take his medicines.
"Are you worried?" again... He answered my question using another question.
"Ah...? Yes, I am. All are worried about you. Hoseok looks like he is going to die without you." I turned from him and start to find another snack even though I didn't need one I don't want to let him see my face.
"Oh. I miss him too." I heard his giggle while telling it. That's my turn to cross-question him.
"Only him?" I turned and shot glare directly at his face. I can see his pupils dance because of nervousness.
"All of you of course" he is nervous I can feel it in his voice. I can make him nervous. I felt some dominant feelings towards his actions.
"Are you going to eat here?" I don't want to leave him this quickly. Even 5 minutes with him I am going to get it for myself.
"Okay then. Let's eat over there." he pointed out a table close to the window.

We started to eat in silence. I want to start a conversation and I am thinking of the best way to start one.

"How do you know I am a boxer, commander?" I asked. With my sudden question he got startled little bit.
"Ah. Hoseok told me. He told me many things about you."
"What kind of things? Good or bad?"
"So you mean you have bad things as well?"
"Maybe."
"Lot of good things and few bad things."
"Can I know bad things?"
"Those are bad for Hoseok. Not for everyone."
"What do you mean?"
"Those are not really bad things. That word doesn't describe it well. Let's say you must improve those."
"That mean I don't have bad things?"
"I don't know. You know about it very well more than anyone does." again his soft smile appeared.
"Hoseok told me you are not talking very much. He needs company every second. To talk to gossip to walk." he said while laughing.
"But you are talking. Not as much as he does. But for me you are talking." commander's smile brought me whole world.
"Can I call you hyung? Just like Hoseok does?" I asked him. But it seems like he has taken back because of my words.
"If you like you can. How can I call you?"
"Jungkook is okay for me hyung." I smiled to him. I can see his eyes stuck with my eyes. I don't know how many minutes have passed but I just stared at his eyes without taking my eyes off.
"Lunchtime is over Jungkook. You should go back. I'll come foor tomorrow training." he stand up from the seat while talking.
"I'll be waiting hyung. Eat well and don't forget your medicines. I don't want to spend here without seen you." fuck my mouth I really told him that. I can be straightforward but this much I couldn't believe myself.
"Ah... Sure I'll Jungkook. Good bye for now." he left the table and walk to the exit. I can tell he got what I mean. His awkward face tells everything. But I just smiled to myself. It is truly happiness when I told him what I feel. I don't have regrets.