Wishes Of US ~Jinkook~

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"Why Hoseok Hyung didn't call me? I felt my anger rise quickly and bubble inside me.
"Are you asking me? Hoseok Hyung tried to contact you ever since. You are out of service until now." Taehyung screamed in a higher voice. I know we don't need any drama here and all we have to do is find him.
"Sorry hyung." I voiced and sat on the sofa.
"Can you think of any place he might be in?" Taehyung Hyung handed me a cola can and sat on the sofa.
"I can't hyung. I don't know any place other than Hangan. He doesn't go there so no point in going there."
"How about his other friends?"
"He doesn't have friends. More like I don't know about his friends. He didn't even go to meet any of them. So I didn't bother to ask about friends." I circled my thumb on the cola can with deep thought.
"Maybe home?"
"You mean Gwenchon?"
"Mmm"
"No hyung. He cut off the family because of me."
"But that doesn't say he can't go there"
"They won't accept him hyung. You know that more than me."
"Sorry to tell you this... But I feel like Jin Hyung doesn't want you to work so hard for him. I got a call from him in the morning and he asked me for the reports from me. So I emailed it without thinking about it this far. It seems like he wants to get treatments by himself without your help."
"Why hyung? He can't even stand up after chemotherapy. What in the world he thinks that he can take care of himself alone? He suffered so much even before I came here from the US. Now he is being stubborn and thinks he can do anything alone. The. What is my need for him? Just fucking him?" I screamed high in my voice. I can feel my ears getting hot and my lips trembling so badly.
"Ahh... Stop Jungkook. Please calm down. Will you?" I can't help myself but sob lightly and crushed the cola can in my palms with so much pressure I am feeling right now.
"We will find him. Go sleep a bit we will leave in the morning." I feel Taehyunh Hyung taping to my shoulder and leaving the room. It passed past 4 am and I got up from the sofa quietly and left Taehyung Hyung's apartment.

I hailed a taxi and got into my apartment. Jin Hyung's car is still parked in front and that means he did not take his car with him. I unlock the door and shut it quietly without making a noise. Hoseok Hyung is sleeping on the couch without a blanket. He was waiting for me to come home. I grabbed a blanket from his room and draped it on him.

"Hyung I'll go check him."
"I'll come with you" Hoseok Hyung tried to come with me. We are in front of Jin Hyung's home. We left Seoul in the morning to find him and we ended up here first. I just nodded to Hoseok Hyung and accepted his appearance near me because I know this will be an awkward first meeting with Jin Hyung's family. I slowly stepped toward the gate of the huge mansion and ring the bell. After a while security guard unlocked the side door and let me in after a long discussion with the house owner. I slowly drove through the 8 feel road which is straightly decorated towards the mansion's main door.

"So... Are you Jungkook?" The old man came to the front door and asked me with a disgusting face.
"Yes sir... " I bowed and stood straightly in front of him. I can see an old lady standing in the middle of the room with beautiful features and I get where Hyung got all his beauty.
"Come inside." he turned away and walked towards the couch and sat comfortably. After he sat down, the lady also came to sit near him.
"Why are you here? Still, driving Jin's car? I thought you will leave him alone after I cut out all his money?" I felt a lump throbbing inside my mouth and couldn't answer his question. He is accusing me of stealing from Hyung? Is he assuming I am a gold digger? Is he thinking I was with Hyung because of his money? This freaking bastard doesn't know how much I love him. He doesn't know how much I sacrificed for him. He can't imagine how much I can sacrifice for him. I clutched my fist tightly to not punch his old face. I felt Hoseok Hyung caressing my fisted palm to calm down me. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath to release the pressure built up inside me.
"I am sorry sir... But I am not after Jin Hyung's money. I don't know what kind of things made you think about me like this. But I am a hundred percent sure that you accused me of wrong thoughts somewhere you got blindly without seeing the truth."
"Are you threatening me, boy?"
"No sir. I am saying the facts. I came here not for getting accused by you. I came here to find your son who is missing since yesterday. He is undergoing chemotherapy and his operation is scheduled in three months." I stopped talking with a big sigh. I can see Hyung's mother's tear-filled eyes watching me. For a moment his father stopped talking and looked at his wife's face.
"I won't let him die, sir. The day you left him alone he became my responsibility so no need to worry about him anymore. But this time I am asking you for a little help to find his whereabouts."
"He came yesterday." his mom started talking with a shaky tone. I looked at her without replying expecting to continue her story.
"He told me he is going to leave the country for a long time and came to see us before going. He grabbed some of his stuff from the room and left." she sobbed and old men started caressing her back softly. I can't help but feel lost in the middle of the room with a thousand thoughts. Is he really left me? Is he really thinking to leave me?