Kari

5.

Kari

"Shit Shawn" I moaned as Shawn stroked deeper inside of me I gripped his forearms as he hovered over me looking at me with pure lust

"O my-" I gasped as Shawn continuously hit my g spot Shawn took in his bottom lip between his teeth

"Shit ma" Shawn used one of his hands to grip my waist "Slow d- down babe" my eyes rolled he smirked doing the opposite of what I said

"Uh- shit" I moaned feeling my high coming on and my back arching "Damn baby" Shawn moaned he was about to fold before me

"Tight as shit ma" Shawn groaned as he kept his pace both of our highs coming on at the same time "Shawn I'm about to-"

"Go ahead baby" Shawn cut me off both of us cumming at the same time after me and Shawn's high was down he fell on top of me

Silence filled the room after a few minutes all you could hear was our heavy breathing my thoughts began to run towards me and Shawn having our own spot simply living together and even someday getting married

I really did love this man I just wish he was more emotional with me and expressed how much he loved me more

At times it was "I don't do that mushy shit" and other times is "You know I fuck with you"

I felt Shawn lift up from my body pulling out of me which broke me from my thoughts "I need a plan b Shawn" I spoke as I stood up to go clean myself of and pee

"I thought I told yo ass to get on birth control?" Shawn asked harshly I rolled my eyes facing away from him "And I thought I told your ass I'm not doing that because of the amount of side effects"

"Yeah you ending up pregnant" he spat I scoffed "I'm not getting on birth control Shawn so you can forget that shit" I sassed

"Who the fuck you talkin to" his voice boomed from his room as I was in his bathroom "You nigga the fuck" I mugged him he chuckled bitterly

"You don't tell no woman what she needs to do with her body!" I yelled he nodded walking up to me "You lost your mind Shawn-"

The room fell completely silent as I felt the right side of my face stinging tears instantly in my eyes "Oh shit" Shawn gasped

"I didn't mean that shit ma on everything" he panicked tears ran down my face as I held my face not knowing what to think in this moment "Baby" Shawn called to me I looked at him he pecked my lips repeatedly pulling me into a hug

"I'm so sorry baby I swear I didn't mean to put my hands on you" He held me tightly comforting me this was the most comfort and emotion I ever got out of Shawn

"Can you please just get the plan b" I spoke softly he nodded looking at me with a apologetic look

"Aight imma go get it right now mama" he kissed my lips wiping my tears "I'm sorry real shit ma stop crying please" he held my face I shifted my eyes to somewhere else I couldn't believe he just hit me

he sighed letting go of me and grabbing his keys leaving as soon as the door closed I broke down in tears

***

Two hours went by and I was still left alone in Shawn's room it didn't take this long to get a plan b but I also didn't care because I don't think I could face him

the door opened I kept my eyes glued to the bed as I played with my fingers "Here you go mama" he placed the cvs bag on my bed before I seen chick fil a also placed on the bed

"I was thinking we watched some movies or sum" he said softly I shook my head no grabbing the bag opening the plan b

"Babe don't be like that" Shawn sighed "Shawn you hit me" I snapped but keeping my tone low "You put your fucking hands on me how else am I suppose to be" I asked harshly he looked down