Larissa x reader

Overwhelmed| fluff & NSFW

*Authors note~ back with some fluff. Absolutely loving the response to this book. When I started to write it I had no idea I'd meet the wonderful people I have. I'm so grateful for each and everyone of you who read my works. Read on doves*

Trigger warning? Oral sex (L receives) dom r sub L mistress r aftercare :) fingering (l )

Prompt~ 78 (you look like you need a hug) Reader and Larissa established relationship with lots of fluff requested by my darling idkaname666666

Empathy. It's a blessing and a curse. Most abilities require control of your own emotions but your own ability also requires mental control. That was what you found the hardest. It was so easily to be overwhelmed by the sea of emotions you felt, hell in a crowded space you tended to lose sight of your emotions. Public spaces were a hell you were sure was created just for people like you. Although that being said the ability could come in handy sometimes. Your ability seemed to attach to people closest to you. In fact, you could create a link with a desired person, meaning you would feel their emotions more intensely than others. It would also allow you to project emotions on to them. Although you could do so you tried to avoid doing that at all costs. After all everyone deserves the right to work through their own emotions. There had been times where it was called for of course, in which you would do what was needed from you despite the exhaustion that would overcome you. As an empath you were known to have a big heart, and you most certainly did.

Being an outcast growing up had exposed you to the harsher sides of people. All you really knew were harsh words people would spit in your direction. You could feel their disgust, fear and arrogance rolling off them in waves. Somehow that hurt more than their words. Maybe because you couldn't try and convince yourself they didn't mean it when you can feel their feelings supporting the words. Maybe that's why you went through your education keeping your ability close to your chest. Quite literally. You worked really hard to achieve the grades you needed and ended up graduating as one of the top students in all your classes. So really it was no surprise when you found Nevermore and it became a permanent fixture in your life.  You truly loved Nevermore with all your heart, it is a safe haven for those who were different. You couldn't help but wish you studied here. Instead you had struggled through a "Normie" school for all your life. Never fitting in, never truly relaxing enough to be yourself. Maintaining any kind of relationship instantly being unattainable.

That's why when you met the stunningly gorgeous six foot three Larissa Weems, well you had no clue how to be. You fumbled over your words, struggled to maintain eye contact with her hell you'd even ran from her once or twice in a pure gay panic. Now you knew you were attracted to women very early on, but you kept that quiet afraid of the reactions. You were already considered to be a freak due to the ability you possess let alone adding the attraction to women in. But something about Nevermore had you showing that side of yourself more. You were no where near as confident in this aspect of your life, something Larissa found endearing about you. It was clear to the elder women you were not in this to mess with her, you were far to shy and nervous around her for that to be the case. One late night meeting and a few two many glasses of wine is where your story began. And now if by gods grace you had the pleasure of calling her your wife. The wedding was intimate but spectacular, the whole of Nevermore attending in support of their headmistress and art teacher. The day being happy and glorious, one you held dear in your heart. The day she officially became one with her. Legally of course.

It had been a discussion earlier on in your relationship about possibly creating a bond. Larissa actually being the one to inquire about it, you desired it of course but wanted to be sure Larissa knew what would come with this and that it was fully her choice. Once you were reassured it was something her heart truly desired the pair of you relocated to Larissa's sleeping quarters, creating such a bond is exhausting and you knew you'd more than likely pass out so being in a bed made it less stressful. And you were right, you did pass out, Larissa sat still unable to move under your instruction, just watching the scene unfold. When you came back around your eyes seemed to glow the most beautiful shade of blue. The bond being activated, blue would be the colour you couldn't help but be reminded of her ocean blue eyes when looking at your bond. Colourings were dependent on a few things. One was who desired the bond first, who initiated the bond and the strength of the bond. You could already tell then this bond was your strongest yet. Feeling Larissa's emotions almost as strongly as your own.