Larissa x reader

To be worthy of your love

*Authors note~ most of this comes from personal experience so I hope this is okay my darling*

Trigger warnings~ fainting spells mentions of ed

Prompt ~ requested by my darling idkaname666666
R is going through it but doesn't know, just keeps pushing the idea away and carrying on like normal. Maybe she faints in front of I or something which is like the final thing for I to be sure of what's going on. So they talk and I gets r to eat with her maybe r confesses she wants to be slimmer so loves her and I is like but I love you how you were your body is beautiful but so is your soul
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Things at Nevermore had been rather tense since the arrival of Wednesday Addams and her twin Sister Melissa Addams. Double trouble, quite literally. Your poor girlfriend Larissa had the job of Principal meaning the twins added to her workload. More work for her meant less time together. And you knew how guilty she felt from not spending time with you, maybe that's why you pushed aside anything you were feeling or thinking to be there for her. She appreciated you being there and providing her with comfort however, if she had knew what it was costing you she would've made sure you were taking care of yourself too.

You continued to do all your daily jobs, maintaining a high standard in everything you did all while adding a few extra tasks to help Larissa. Being constantly busy allowed you to ignore your own needs. Little things were niggling at your brain but nothing of any sort of urgency. There was a few hints of what it could be but nothing that was concrete or worth saying anything to anyone else. Yet the feelings of dizziness kept coming. Your rate was becoming irregular and the headaches were killing you. But that could be many things. Perhaps you were just due your monthly gift from Mother Nature?

All day, you'd been feeling weak yet you still continued on. Which is how you found yourself stood in your girlfriends office, asking if she need anything when a wave of dizziness hit you, blurring your vision. Your heart rate was jumping around irregularly and your head felt off. All stuff you'd been dealing with yet this time felt different, which it was. You were mid way through a sentence when your words trialed off incoherently and your body met the floor.

Instantly the older women was up and kneeling by your head. Panic flooding through her as she checked to see if you were breathing, which you were. She gently shifted you onto your left side as she had read that it helps a person come back around quicker and safer. She stayed by you, stroking her hand through your hair in a soothing manner and whispering words of comfort to you. Confusion littered her facial expressions yet she tried her best to push that away. How had she missed this?

The steady ticking of the clock indicated you'd been out for about 3 minutes now, you slowly began to mumble and whimper as you came back around to the world of the living. Your brain was hazy and you were rapidly blinking to clear your vision, instantly met with the concerned gaze of your girlfriend. Maybe you weren't as okay as you thought? How could this be just a monthly gift? And if it was, well Mother Nature sucks.

"My love? Are you okay? You really gave me a scare there darling" she murmured brushing some stray hair from your forehead. "I'm sorry honey, I don't know what came over me" you apologised trying to scramble to sit. You had to be strong for her, she was so stressed out and exhausted the last thing she needs is to be worrying about you. You're a big girl and you had to learn to handle yourself. Larissa knew you well enough by now to know that you were panicking. So she helped you sit in her lap, "darling don't rush, now let me see if I can work out what's going on here okay?" She murmured dropping a kiss to your forehead as you nodded snuggling more into the women. The comfort was nice, maybe you should've told her sooner. But you're stubborn.

"Darling have you been neglecting your needs and taking on too much responsibility? When was the last time you ate my love? Or even drank some water? Are you sleeping?" She questioned already knowing the answer but the realisation hit you. You didn't know the answers. "I um I don't know Isa" you mumbled dumbly hiding into her body. She hummed in acknowledgment and tightened her hold around you.

Larissa felt guilt for not noticing how overloaded you were. She knew how easy it was for you to slip into these patterns of not taking proper care of yourself. Instantly, she began to form a plan of all the things she could do to prevent you fainting again. She'd start with food, and some water and then maybe you could have a nice bath together before snuggling into bed, ensuring you both got some much needed sleep. She may have slipped on taking care of you but she loves you more than life itself and she would make damn sure that you would be okay from now on.

You stayed with Larissa, always holding onto her just wanting to be close to her but also knowing it was a safety thing. The older women would prevent you hurting yourself if you fainted once again. You didn't tho and soon enough you were settled in bed cuddling the older women thanking her for taking good care of you. You informed her of how much you loved her and just how sorry you were for not noticing what was going on or scaring the older women. She hushed every apology and and kissed every area of your face she could reach holding you until you drifted off to sleep. Larissa held you and made a silent promise to keep a closer eye on you from now on. Paper work could wait as long as you were healthy.

Word count~ 1041