Larissa x reader

Its a private present| NSFW

*A/n~ you guys really have me writing
Smut like it's my day job thanks to your lovely words of encouragement and support for my writing. Honestly I'm quite emotional over this. I write to cope with life never did I imagine anyone would read what I post let alone enjoy it. Thank you guys. Ohhh and you've all been nicknamed my little doves ;)*

Tw~ strap on , mommy kink, dom/sub praise kink dagrading kink choking kink fingering vanishing twin syndrome mentioned (something close to my heart as a twin who survived it)

Prompt ~ number 79 (you remembered ) and 83 (if we get caught I'm blaming you) requested by Abi1468

Another year older. Another year without him. Birthdays for you remain a hard experience. Every year your painfully reminded that your brother isn't with you. Where you should've had joint parties as a child and a partner in crime to fall through life with, you were left alone and feeling as if a piece of you was gone. The trauma related to vanishing twin syndrome meant you'd never really celebrated your birthday properly. Your parents finding the day too painful. As they should be celebrating you and your brother not just you. So often your birthday passed with no fuss. Especially as you got older they stopped bothering all together. Which is why you weren't expecting anything different from today.

Your twenty fifth birthday. You'd been around for two and a half decades. A quarter of a century. A crazy fact. Twenty five years without him. You often wondered what he'd look like? Would he be similar to you? Your shy nature often made you think of him as confident and outgoing yet similar in looks yet completely different. Y/n and Samuel. You still talk to him sometimes. It's how you were sat with his bear. A bear you'd grown attached to from the day you were born, named his bear, it sat on your lap as you sat in deep thought in your class. Only freeing yourself from your mind when the bell rang and students would be filling in any minute. The bear found its way into his rightful spot on your desk. Sam would always be with you, the bear normally remained In your quarters but today he would sit through your first lesson.

The first hour passed normally without an incident. You managed to sneak off during change over and return the bear to your quarters before getting on with some marking you had left. No one mentioned your birthday. In fact only one person at Nevermore knew of it. And that was only due to the fact she'd seen your paperwork containing the date. Your girlfriend of 6 months. And you had yet to see her today. Not unusual, perhaps you'd see her tonight? The usual routine of meeting her in her office for some wine and to bathe in the light of the fire while resting in her arms. Nice and normal. That sounded absolutely delightful right now.

Of course Larissa knew that you didn't celebrate this day and the reasons why. But she's a stubborn lady, you deserve to be celebrated y/n she told you after finding out, he would've wanted that. No one ever saw your birthday in that light. It was a strange thought for you, one the elicited tears to fall. Larissa saw you as enough on your own. But she made sure to reassure you it's okay to miss him. It's okay to crave what you had taken the day he vanished. After all those bonds are formed instantly. It's only natural to notice his missing presence.

Three firm knocks sounded to your door causing you to smile. Larissa. It was your code to let the other know of your presence if they were deep in thought or distracted. You immediately swivelled in your chair to greet her, freezing once you gain sight of her. The she stood in her usual beauty, a smile painting her lips and a small wrapped gift in her hands.

"You-you remembered?" You gasped tears rushing to your eyes. She remembered. And she was here. With you. "Oh my love, of course I remembered. It's my pretty girls birthday how could I forget?" She murmured coming closer after turning to shut and lock your door. "Darling don't cry, I didn't mean to make you cry my love" she whispered as she brought her hand up to wipe the falling tears from your cheeks. A sweet kiss pressed to your lips with a "happy birthday Darling" whispered against them.