Sad Peter parker

Fourteen

"Did he sounded mad?" I asked when Harry hung up

"no he's just worried about you like us" he said and sat down next to me "he is here in a few minutes"

"okay..." I said

but what if he hates me? I lied to him I lied to all of them I lied to the people I care about I'm such a freaking loser why am I like this? Why can't I be fucking normal? Like everyone else why do I have to be like this? I'm such a loser guess flash was right I am a freak

"He don't hate you Peter he's you dad he couldn't hate you I'm sure he unterstands why you didn't told him don't put yourself through this..." Gwen said like she read my thought's

Wait...what if she can do read minds That would be pretty embarrassing like what if I think about jake peralta...and the episode where he got shot because I think it was pretty hot oh my god what if she knows that I like Harry ? Oh fuck what if she saw me imagine me with him-

Uhm yeah not gonna tell that's private...

I looked at Gwen shocked "can you read minds?"

"Maybe" she smirked

Oh fuck

"For real?"

"Well what can I say I just got here and can read minds but I wish I couldn't...."

"Do you have anything you can do?" I asked Harry

"Well...I don't hear voices anymore? Shit no I. Mean I don't hear my dead dad anymore in the mask that got me crazy a bit and oh yeah I can do this" Harry said let himslef feel of the bed

"Very funny" I rolled my eyes

"Okay I have something" Harry took a lamp a basketball and vase and throwed it in the air and when it felt again he just catched it perfectly like wow he has some good reflexes and is acrobatic...

I hope Gwen don't read my mind in this moment because THAT what I think about it VERY PRIVATE and PERSONAL.

I clapped my hands "you're so..."

"Hot?" He asked with a smirk

"What? No- I mean not that you're not but I mean you have some very good reflexes and uh. Acrobatic and yeah uh" I turned red

"Kiss already" Gwen shouted from the corner she was because it was comfortable

"Wouldn't that be cheating on my Peter?" Harry asked confused

I mean yeah technically he would cheat on me with me? Or something like that. I mean wait did he and peter2 had a romance? Because you can't cheat when you're not together or?

"Well if you were together with you Peter then yes when not then not and you can have fun" Gwen said

"Yeah would be cheating I mean we broke up in the middle of a fight and then we died both...."

"Okay just we bring you back soon or we could the other Peter bring here?" I suggested

I know it's selfish but I don't want them to leave they saved me maybe that's why they here to save me because they couldn't save theirs Peter....nah sounds like a movie or book and that's real live....right?

Oh my god am I a fictional character????? Well but I'm a hot one though okay what the fuck am I writing I am not doing this I think

Oh wait I did....

"Yeah it's better to just let them be here because another way we might die again and let me tell you one time dying was enough for me....my back still hurts" Gwen said