I beated the guilt well... I ignore it but the guilt was still there I just didn't listen to it but the voice and flash I tried to fight it I really did but it didn't fucking worked I tried everything I screamed at him I threw things at him but that just went through him he just didn't fucking disappear I fucking hate him I wish he would leave me the fuck alone.
"Fucking disappointment" I heard flash say when I struggled at a project for dad in the lab I ignore him but he just continue talking "stupid boy can't even do anything right it's so simple it's just a suit your working on"
"shut the fuck up!" I shouted at him
"oh a wonder happens for once you didn't stutterd" he clapped his hands he fucking annoying me right now he annoying me always though I hate him
"Pete you did great" dad said when he watched over my shoulder and when he saw that I installed a new healthy care system in his suit
"thanks dad" I smiled at him
"i'm proud of you wanna watch Star Wars with me?" He asked
he didn't ever watched star wars with me Bucky always did
"yes!" I said excited Its gonna be great day with my dad nothing can ruin it not even flash or the voice or the guilt it's gonna be a great day.
Mom and bucky joined us in watching Star Wars with popcorn "you want some?" He asked and handed me the bag of popcorn
I wanted to I really did but I just thought of the Calories 375 I thought i wanted the popcorn but my head wouldn't allow it.
"no thanks uncle Bucky I'm fine" I said and gave him the bag back
I'm such a disappointment I can't even eat popcorn while watching a movie I'm embarrassing them I hate myself. Why am I like this?
"yeah you're right you are a disappointment" I heard flash say who was sitting next to me I ignore him I don't want mom,dad and bucky to know I see him again. I keep it to myself.
„Dad? Mom?"I asked
"yeah?"
"can I go back to college?" I asked
"I let you three alone" Bucky said and left the room
"Pete we already talked about it" dad sighed
"Mom! Please!" I said with puppy eyes
"Peter...you can go if we solve something" mom sighed
"What-"
Dad interrupted me
"it's time to tell you another secret..."
"what? Is aunt may alive?" I asked hopefully and confused
"no sorry Pete you know I have many enemy's don't you? And well mysterio was one of them"
"so-so he's still alive?" I asked
Mom and nodded at the same time
"no" i whispered
No...no this can't happing so it was just an illusion of flash? Well at least I didn't go crazy.
"I'm sorry Pete but you don't have to fight we do it concentrate on getting better"
Maybe now it's the right time to tell them
"Uh dad I think mysterio found me I see flash I think he might be an illusion" I said
But he also feels so real maybe I see ghosts now? Oh no that would mean I'm crazy that would mean I see dead people.
"I will find him and kill him don't worry and remember he's just an illusion he's no real"
"But he still can hurt me..."
Dad stayed silent he knew it was true and didn't know what to say
Mom hugged me trying to comfort me which worked.
*it's okay I handle this till you kill him i promise"
I am actually not so sure if I can handle it
"Okay" he sighed "I get on my way to kill him" dad left
Mom stayed there let's keep watching Star Wars shall we?"
I nodded and turned the movie on again.
I could concentrate on the movie I could think about that mysterio is not dead the one ruining my live isn't dead.
This can't be fucking happening he is dead I saw him die maybe it was just an illusion does that mean it wasn't a nightmare but an illusion? Mysterio is back no I just got better I wanted to get better
Well I guess it's my Peter luck who always gets me there
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Sad Peter parker
FanfictionTony and pepper are the biological parents in this one And Harley is Peters brother There are similarities to my other book depressed Peter Parker but it's different also *spoiler to depressed Peter parker* Someone asked if I could make the boo...
