Sad Peter parker

Seventeen

It got worse flash texted me bad things I was scared to go outside I didn't told anyone that because he said if I will it get worse for them and I don't want that I don't want them to be in danger and afraid I just want them to be happy.  I started self harming again they didn't noticed it i mean dad wanted to talk to me but it was about the throwing up he could hear it but I just told him I don't feel so good and that I don't contract the pizza and he believed even when he was or is still sceptical about out that and the regret after eating won't stop either

I got a text from flash again

Flash:
Soo your dad spoke with me dad? You know this don't chnache anything stupid boy will never learn will you? you Couldn't keep you mouth shut I already killed one of your friends what do you think who should I kill next?

I knew I should anweser but I did I always did

Me:
Please flash I'm sorry just kill me not them I beg you to let them live

Flash:
You sorry? Oh parker a Sorry is Never enough and you know that besides if I kill you i couldn't have any fun with you anymore and I want to watch you break into pieces slowly while I destroy everything you love

I'm already broken what the fuck why is he so obsessed with me?

Me:
I Know... what do you want? So you leave them alone? I do Everything

I probably regret writing this but I don't care right now

Flash:
Really? Everything? I want? Poor Parker you know you have no other choice then to do what I want! I told you!

Me:
I know I do what you want just....Just let them live please  flash I beg you

Flash:
Come over at college today at 7pm I send you the address

Me:
So you don't kill them?

Flash
We will see after today

Me:
Okay I come over

Flash:
See you later penis Parker

I knew I shouldn't go I shouldn't even texted him but if there is a chance my loved ones will survive I take it no matter what it costs

"Spidey?" Harry asked I looked up from my phone

"do you now always call me spidey?"

"Yeah it's your new nickname from now on" he said and ruffled my hair

"i  go and watch some tv with Bucky again you want to come?" I asked

"sure" he said

We were watching doctor who when I again got a message from flash

Flash:
Take clothes with you

Me:
Why?

Flash:
Don't ask any questions just do what I say You see the reason soon enough

Me:
Fine

I looked at the time it was 3pm so only 4 hours left till I have to go to flash he already texted me his address I put my phone away and watched doctor who again Bucky was eating m&m's this time and Harry is zoned out I think and I am just sitting here thinking of what flash might do to me will he hurt me? Definitely! Will he stab me? Probably! But why do I need clothes? He doesn't care if my clothes would be full of blood he doesn't care about anything so why the fuck does he want that I come over? What will he do to me? This question wouldn't go out of my fucking  head.