Chapter 12

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I stared at him and opened the door for him to come in then we went to my room. I sat on the bed and he sat on the chair for my work table.

"So what did you want to talk about?" I asked staring at him

"I wanted to apologize for earlier, I know you felt embarrassed, but school has taken a toll on me. I want you to know that I am happy you came." Shoto answered getting up placing a kiss on my lips.

"I did indeed felt embarrassed, but I understand when you said felt tired and school is taking a toll on you." I said as I looked at him

That night we had sex, it was soft and great, he whispered of how a good job I did and the morning I woke up sore, and Shoto wasn't there to help me, there was no after care but a note saying he had to go and he was sorry for leaving early.

I was began to doubt everything, I read the last piece of the letter suggesting that I go on birth control, because the condom doesn't feel good. I was in shock reading that letter, he ended it off saying he left some in the drawer for me to take. I sighed and took one.

What I didn't know was this was a start to a painful future with us.

Everything hurt when I was with him, finding out I wasn't the one he loved back in high school and it was some boy named Kaminari and I was just a substitute when Kaminari rejected him saying he will be with him when he made better for himself because he was poor and Shoto was rich. I was devastated the sex hurt, everything hurt, the way I begged him to stop when he was rough, punching his chest, scratching his back because I was in so much pain.

I was left crying in bed cum draining from my hole with mixture of blood a small blanket to keep me warm from lying in bed naked. I had my life, I had nothing to call my own, I was naïve, so fucking naïve. He kept coming to me at night and this night it was different he came to me in tears.

I engulfed in a hug asking what was wrong he tole me his dad had passed, he got into a car accident and they did everything they could to save but it was too late. It was bad timing, I was going to break up with him, but him coming to me now was just bad.

"Why didn't you go to Kaminari?" I boldly asked

He looked at me.

"Why would I go to him, when you are my boyfriend?" He asked with tear filled eyes

"Why don't you come clean to your mom and tell her the reason that your money was low because of him." I said he looked at me

"I came for comfort and you are questioning me about Kaminari. My dad died, this isn't about him." He said

"Sooner or later it will." I mumbled

I walked him over to the bed and we laid there, he was so vulnerable in my arms. He looked at me once again.

"Promise me you'll do anything I ask for." He said and I hesitated

"I promise." Those words that left my tongue knowing I will regret it

And I did, we had rough sex again, I was in pain again and I was crying again. I felt sick with myself I hated myself.

I remembered going to his dad funeral holding him as he cried at the podium talking and laughing through his tears as he said something about his dad. I was there for him and when I confronted him about the cheating he said he wasn't in the right head space, so I met up with Izuku

"Was he always like this?" I asked

"Yep, why do you think we stopped being friend I am a second choice to him, just like you. He is madly in love with Kaminari and he won't deny it." Izuku answered

"Aren't you in love with Kaminari too?" I asked

"No, I am in love with someone else." He answered

I got up and I puked everything that I ate up, my mind was in a haze that I gripped onto the rail. The next thing that I know was that I was in the hospital.

"Mr. Bakugou, I am glad to see you're awake and let's get right into it. You're doing great, but you should ease when it comes to stress it's not good for you or the baby." The doctor said and everything became silent. I was pregnant

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