Karlnap Oneshots! (Currently Editing)

Crying for you.

Kinda sad but gets better at the end! long so go grab a snack or something!

(Sapnap POV)

I was thinking. I now live with my practical brother Dream, and my best friend George. I am realty thankful but sometimes, I feel like a 3rd wheel. I go on my phone and see the christmas stream trending, but not me. Dream and George. Its fine they are really cute together, but sometimes I feel like people forget I am here. But this isn't what I was thinking about. I was thinking about him, Karl Jacobs.

Me,Dream, and George were all siting on the coach watching some movie, but I can't stop thinking about him. Last night we had a 10 hour call, just talking. We weren't talking about much just whatever came in our mind. His voice, his tone, his everything. He is perfect.

But wait I'm not gay, I can't be. I told the internet that I was straight for many years now, I don't want to lie. But him. Wait I can't. But I can. But I can't all at the same time.

While thinking back and forth my breathing suddenly becomes unsteady. I start breathing fast and at this point I can't control it. "Nick are you okay?" Dream asked. At least I think.I then ran upstairs to my office, just because it is soundproof. I sit on my floor trying to calm down,but it is not working. Tears began shooting down my eyes, my hands start shaking and I try not to do all this. 'Stop crying, this isn't okay' i say to myself.

All of a sudden Dream bursts into the room and sees me crying. He sits down next to me and rubs my back."Nick what happened I never seen you cry." He asks. I look at him trying to say words but nothing is coming out."Nick, Nick breathe like this." He said then started breathing. I slowly copy what he does, and I wiped my tears.

"Sorry man, I uh, know I don't need to cry." I say."No,no you can cry whenever you need to, but do you want to tell me why?" He says. "Well lets just say i like someone, like romantically." he nods. "But like this person is a streamer that we all talk to and know. But I feel like, I don't know, I am not allowed to like them? And I usually never had trouble getting together people but this is different because there is a high change they won't like me back and I don't want to ruin our really good friendship." I explained.

"Oh Sap, in high school girls where running to you. I'm sure this girl would absolutely love you as you." Dream said more and more about how amazing I am and how a girl would love who I am just as I am, even if she streams. But how do I tell him it is not a girl but one of his best friends? I sit there still looking straight."Sap are you listening?" he asked. "Dream-" I said sighing and he looked up at me.

"The person who I like isn't necessarily a girl..." I said. His eyes widen. I sigh. "That's the reason why I was crying. I don't even know if this guy likes guys as well. I mean I'm not even sure if I like guys, but I feel diffrent when I am around him Dream." I say with my head down.

Dream just looked sorry,"Uh I'm sorry that I assumed it was girl a Sap and that you feel this way." he said. "Look like I said before you are an amazing guy Sapnap, I'm sure this guy would love you for who you are." He continued.

But Dream I can't like guys, everyone wouldn't look at me the same." I said still with my head down. "Sap, whatever friends leave you for your sexuallity shouldn't be your friends in the first place. But trust me I would never be one of those friends. I have been your friend since we were like 12 why would I leave you now?" he laughed. "But seriously sesuallity is a sort of thing that you feel. Its okay not to know it you know? All you have to know is that you want to be with this guy. You like him don't you?" he asked.  I nodded. "Then its a no brainer." he said.

Maybe he was right. I don't need to know completely who and what I like but I only need to know I know who I like, I just like him.

"Do you mind telling me who it is?" Dream asked. "Its uh, i-its Karl ,Dream." I said putting my head down once again.

"Dude Karl? You guys have the most chemistry in the world! I'm sure he would like you back if you do something about it." He said smiling. We got off the floor with a smile and gave each other a hug . He went downstairs, but I stayed in my office.

I decided to call Karl. I don't know why, but his voice probably would calm me.

He answered with one ring.

"Hey Sap!" he said. "Hi Karl!" I said. We then continued to talk for hours on end. Hearing his excitement, his voice, his tone, it wasn't making me feel very straight.

"You know what Sap come to North Carolina right now!" he said joking. "Fine I will." I said seriously. "Sap I was just jokeing you know."he said. "I wasn't" I said."Sap-" he started. "No I'm packing a bag right now." I said rushing to my room to get a suitcase. I packed my things. It was about a 10 hour drive from Florida to NC. It was 1 pm if I start now I will get there in no time. I then hung up on Karl. I ran downstairs with my suitcase and told Dream and George bye and got in the car.

I'm going to see him, finally.

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A/N:Cut it off bc i dint want the chapter to be that long! pt 2 coming!