I can't love a blackhawk

Homesick.

"Jonathan Bryan Toews and Patrick Timothy Kane you get your ass over here now and explain why the fuck my hair straightener is sitting in the fucking sink wet!!!!" I screamed.

"Oh god. Guys you didn't..." I heard Ruby say. I stormed into the living room straightener in one hand and my fist balled in the other.

"FUCKING EXPLAIN. NOW." I said throwing my now ruined straightener on the ground in front of the guys.

"Okay babe, relax. It's a perfectly understandable situation and quite easy to explain." Jonathan said getting up and walking toward me.

"Don't you pull your sweet bullshit with me right now. Fucking explain why my $200 straightener is fucking ruined!!!" I yelled.

"Kelsey I know you're livid but just stay calm." Ruby said noticing my eyes starting to water. I worked so hard for this fucking straightener. She knows that. I bought it when we lived in Detroit and it was the first thing, next to my car of course, that I was beyond proud that I got for myself. This thing was my pride and joy!

"Explain. Now." I said trying to calm down.

"Okay so me and Jon were in the bathroom shaving and shit you know how guys do when they're in the bathroom together and then we started having this really serious talk and so I jumped up to sit on the counter and I guess I dropped your straightener in the sink when I did and we had the water running." Patrick said moving closer to Ruby. Jonathan put his arm around my waist trying to calm me down.

"Okay." I said and walked away. I by no means forgive anyone right now. I don't care if its just a stupid straightener but this was me $200 straightener. It would've been like if they took my MAC make up set and flushed it in the toilet. It's something expensive that I independently bought for myself. Oh and knowing them they'll just go out and buy me a new one but that's not the same. It wasn't earned. There's not that feeling of accomplishment every time I do my hair and see how amazingly it works to know that working overtime for a month was totally worth it.

I went in my room and locked the door. This is just getting irritating. Gus and Petr decided to go site seeing just them two today and honestly seeing them of all people makes me miss Detroit. The thought that I am 5 hours away from everything I've known for 21 years is just heartbreaking. I decided to go through my memory boxes from high school which I haven't done since my graduation party when I added things to the final box. I had 4, one for each year of high school.

When I finally finished up with my final box I was crying. The memories were just so over whelming. I'm happy where I am in my life no doubt about it but honestly I miss it. I miss home and complaining about how I wanted to move to Chicago, I missed homecomings and prom, I missed walking down the street to Rite Aid and everyone there knowing who I was and I just miss my friends and family. I talk to my mom daily so I get loads of her, my dad and my brother but not my aunt and uncle and definitely not my friends. Me and Ruby try to skype them as much as possible but with the guys hockey schedules, school stuff and babysitting not only my cousin now but also a few other kids it just gets too much plus they all have their own social lives.

"Babe, can I come in?" Jonathan said from the other side of the door. I got up and unlocked the door and came and sat on my bed.

"Hey, these are those boxes you told me about right? From high school." Jonathan said seeing everything sprawled out on the floor.

"Yeah, a little homesick so I decided to go through everything." I said pulling my knees up so I can rest my head on them.

"I get what you're saying. I miss Winnipeg a lot, sometimes more then others. I enjoy going back for a few weeks during off season and holidays. I helps a lot. You haven't visited Detroit since you moved and going to there for the game doesn't count. You need to go back for a little while babe." He said sitting next to me and pulling me so I'm sitting on his lap.

"Honestly that sounds amazing. But I can't right now. Not with you guys in the playoffs, this rumor stuff getting worse, and legit turning this babysitting thing into a business. There's too much happening for me to go to Detroit right now." I said honestly. It really is. Me, Ruby, Petr and Gus convinced our last 2 suspects to meet with us in Grand Rapids and back in Troy for a day but that's literally all. We're going tonight after the game and then coming back once were done with them.

"Kelsey, I have a question for you. Uh, what would you think about coming with me to Winnipeg this off season. Even if it's not for the whole time I'm there I want you to come. It's beautiful in the summer and my family lives by a lake. Plus...I want you to meet my family..." Jonathan said looking into my eyes. God this boy just made my entire heart melt.

"Jonathan Toews I would love nothing more then to come to Winnipeg with you. On one condition. After Winnipeg, which I will be staying the whole time you're there with you, you come with me to Detroit for the 4th of July and meet my family and you convince Patrick to come with us then too for Ruby." I said smiling.

"Gladly baby. But why do I have to convince Kaner? Has Ruby tried asking?" He said confused.

"She asked. He said no. He told me he's too scared to come and meet my family let alone hers. He needs to go babe. Ruby is falling in love with him. She's never taken a guy back to meet her family." I said. It was frustrating Ruby wants him to come home with us so bad but he's being stupid and stubborn. Jonathan is my last hope to try and convince him to come.

"Alright gorgeous. You have yourself a deal. But although I absolutely love sitting with you here just talking, and trust me I fucking love it so much, we have to get ready to go to the game. Me and Kaner want you and Ruby to come ride with us." He said picking me up so that I can get up to change. He went to my wall with all my jerseys hanging and grabbed the Toews stadium series one I have.

"Wear this one, do your red skinny jeans with black vans please for me." He said holding up the jersey.

"Alright baby will. Hat or no hat?" I asked grabbing the jersey from him and going to my dresser to grab my red skinny jeans.

"Please do the hat. You look so sexy with the hat on." He said grabbing my hips and pulling me into a kiss.

"Well damn babe." I said pulling away from him and putting the clothes on my bed so that I can get dressed. After I got dressed Jonathan went to the living room to sit with Patrick and Ruby went to her room to do her hair and make up and I did mine in my room.

"Kels! Play 'Lets go' please!!" Ruby yelled. I smiled to myself and plugged my phone into my iHome and started playing Let's Go by Revenge of the Nerds. I love this song so much. It gets me so hype.

We went to the game only to be disappointed by the final score. The Ducks won 2-1 and now had a 2-1 series lead. Jonathan was taking it terribly. Patrick was just as bad to be honest. Ruby was trying her best not to fight with Pat but me and Jonathan were a whole different story. He was nothing but sweet, just hurt. I don't know what got into him but I can get use to him handle losses this way.

"Patrick, shut the fuck up!" Ruby yelled.

"Are you fucking kidding me?! Okay fuck you. I'm going home." Patrick said grabbing his keys off of the counter and walked out while slamming the door.

"God damn fuck him! This is pure bullshit!" Ruby yelled going to her room and slamming the door.

"Is that how we were?" Jonathan asked.

"Baby, no of course not. We were worse." I said smiling.

"Good, I was about to say we need to step our game up holy shit." He said laughing and snuggling into the crook of my neck. I stood up much to his disappointment grabbed his hand and led him to my room. He needed pay back for that kiss when I was going to get dressed.