wolfstar oneshots🤍

185. shower kisses

Remus is asexual:)

——

Kissing is Remus' favorite thing ever.

He can, and does spend hours on end kissing Sirius without ever getting bored. Even when his jaw starts aching he doesn't stop.

If it's a quick kiss on the forehead, or a steamy make out in the bathroom, Remus can never get enough of it.

But sex on the other hand, wasn't Remus' favorite thing. Which is perfectly okay.

Remus pulls away from Sirius' lips. "I want to do something with you."

Sirius frowns, looking at Remus in their dark room, running his fingers through Remus' hair.
"Do something? I think most places are closed now, it's getting late."

A smile appears on Remus' lips, "I want to do something here, in bed, with you."

Sirius raises his eyebrows at Remus, scared he has the wrong idea and is too scared to speak it. "I'm going to need you to elaborate on that."

Remus smiles again, slightly embarrassed as his face falls onto Sirius' bare chest. "I want to give you a blowjob."

Sirius' mouth drops and starts laughing slightly. "Three years into marriage, I never thought you would say those words."

Remus laughs and leaves a small kiss on Sirius' lips. "Well, can I?"

Sirius feels Remus' fingers at his waistband and nods eagerly. "Wait Remus, if you need to stop, just stop it's okay, we'll take it easy."

Remus smiles and nods before pulling down his waistband and moving closer before starting.

——

"Talk to me Remus." Sirius teases, Remus' head buried in his chest. "You always tell me to be open about these things."

Sirius feels Remus smile. "I enjoyed it, but I'm not sure I'll want to do it again."

Sirius nods and lifts Remus' head up to give him a soft kiss. "And that's perfectly okay."

Remus nods, before sighing lightly. "It was just the right moment and I wanted to, but I don't want you to be disappointed if I don't want to again."

Sirius gives him a sad smile, "Remus we can never do anything sexual including kissing ever again if you don't want to."

"I married you because I want the funny, caring and cuddly Remus, not the sex part of it okay?"

Remus nods slowly and Sirius pulls him into a hug. "It's getting late, go to sleep?"

Remus nods and leans over to turn the dim light off. "Thank you, I love you."

Sirius kisses his forehead. "I love you most."

——

"I'm taking a shower." Sirius shouts through the house, making sure Remus heard before heading into the bathroom.

Once the warm water was dripping down his body he heard the door creak open. "Can I join?"

Sirius blushes and nods, watching Remus take his clothes off before standing behind him Sirius sharing the water.

Sirius looks up at Remus, he was taller which Sirius loved.

Remus cups Sirius' face gently, rubbing his thumb over Sirius' smooth skin. "I want to kiss you so bad."

Sirius laughs at his lover. "What's stopping you?"

Remus mumbles, "nothing" before crashing his lips against Sirius' parting them gently as he pushes Sirius into the wet wall.

If this was almost any other couple, both would expect shower sex to come soon after. But not Remus and Sirius, they enjoyed kissing more.

Remus slips his tongue in making Sirius gasps lightly pressing himself more into Remus.

They part for air, but Remus goes for Sirius' neck instead, making pretty little marks.

"I love you." Sirius mumbles between light moans from Remus' work.

Remus kissing up to his jaw before kissing him lightlt again. "I love you most."

Remus looks down, and his heart stops for a second. Sirius was hard, but this sometimes happens and they work around it.

"I don't want to do anything."

Sirius shakes his head, making sure Remus sees him. "I'm not expecting anything either, I can go out if it makes you uncomfortable?"

Remus shakes his head. "It's okay, as long as you're fine with just kissing?"

Sirius laughs, nodding his head. "I've been okay with only kissing for the past seven years, that's never going to change love."

Remus nods and catches Sirius' lips in his again, never wanting to let go.

please vote cause im cool
leave requests cause if you already have ive prob forgotten them sorry🫣