You've put yourself middle letting us fight, fight for your love your attention your sight.
I thought I could compete to challenge your foes, but instead i'm left battered, beaten and broken from the blows.
You wanted a battle, a fight, a match, all you've seen is someone on their back.
Your hand on the door cannot choose a winner, let me make it easy for you, I lose.
To be this warrior, this fighter this killer, I must look within or be left to wither.
Lighter than those dark souls that surround me, worrier of the pain inside me.
I carry this rage, this carnage, this evil.
What if I go too far, will I scar what's good in me. Consumed by my darkness and become what I fear? Hesitate! Stop! Breathe! 1-10 I can't let myself be abated.
I must stay calm, for if I let myself close my palm I may strike, cause fright, break everything within sight!
I'll shatter the bones, tear the flesh from my own whetstone.
My soul I sharpen, cool, calm do not let darken. For if I let my steel dull, may I find myself a fool. Driven by rage like a Broly unscathed. Fight! Fight! Bleed!
My heart needs healing, I wish I could stay kneeling.
These are my thoughts my demons my enemies reeling.
They wish to be heard when i'm inside my own mind screaming. 1-10 i'd rather lose.
Lose my feeling.
I JUST WANT PEACE!
I'd rather be dead inside than giving in to this feeling.
Maybe i'm just meant to be alone with this Demon.
Always in my ear like my alarm clock screaming. Im late, another night wasted not sleeping!
Never good dreams, always wraiths, always breaking at the seams.
Ghosts of my past decisions, paths I should've taken. Failure!
I can't love if I can't fight. Lover. Fighter. Keanu. To be a lover I must be a fighter.
If you're not fighting for your love, then what love do I have?
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Dark Feelings Bright Thoughts
PoesiaLove Seems impossible. Darkness seems inescapable. But their is always a light somewhere within you. It's up to you if it grows or stays small.
