It's happened again I am not really surprised at this point.I mean once I get to be happy and I am actually doing better there's something bad that happens next.Look at it now it has finally happened I got to happy and hopeful and then some wave of bad things start to happen.Let's see how bad my life can get.My boyfriend is moving and I won't get to see him as often but that's okay bc I can go and visit him and we are doing long distance so I am not going to lose hope that everything is going to be okay with me and him.People keep leaving me behind and people are talking behind my back and the people I trust the most some have left me and others have forgotten about.Then my family blaming me for having too many dogs and that it's making me fail all my classes they are also blaming me for things I didn't even do.Now I am rebuilding my walls to protect myself again I don't know who I can trust anyone and I don't know who actually cares about but for now. it's just going to be me and my music and see where this life takes me. I don't want to graduate I don't want to leave just yet at least Thats what's been on my mind.Well that's all for now I think I will start to write daily again.Hope you have better life then me.
