I feel alone I have really did try to talk to deathpower but I guess she is mad at me.For being someone who I'm not.Every time that I try to help someone its just break apart I feel hopeless.I tried being happy but all I do is ruined everything.I parented to be happy so everyone don't have to worry about me.I feel lost having nothing everything that I touch it break apart.I have ask for help but I lost my self I'm hopeless to save.Everything I do is make people sad or mad at me I'm tired for trying to be someone who I'm not I have to hind behind my fake smile.I hate action like everything is alright but its not.I don't know who I'm anymore.I'm lost this world its but me.I'm lost that I don't even know who I really I'm.In side of me I know I can be confidence and smart.But I have to hind who I'm everyday.