Yesterday was good until the afternoon came and I got in a fight with my best friend deathpower and we stopped talking. Now I feel more alone then ever.I feel sad and alone for fighting with my best friend.Now I understand that no one cares about me I lost my best friend.I gave a card to my crush and I told him how I feel.That did not made me feel better.I lost my best friend for me being stupid.I have no one to talk to only my dogs.That does not make me feel better.way to I keep pushing people away maybe I'm afraid of being happy.I was one's happy and that guy broke my heart and that's why I'm afraid to be happy.I want to be happy but I can't as much as I try I can't be happy. I lost my confidence and my self now I'm lost.In a place that no one wants me in.When I gave him the card he looked at me weird. Then I ran away to my next class because I did not wanted to be late.I'm afraid to love when I'm broken. Help me I can't deal with this anymore.I want to be happy but I can't.
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