I feel sad but happy for my best friend (deathpower) got in relationship with one of my other friend Willow. Everything was OK in it I got back from work and my through start coming back.I start to think about how are friendship will be now and how is going to change a lot.Then I was thinking about she got in a relationship first then me.This shows me that my not pretty or Smart and no one likes me for who I'm. Sometimes I wish I was not here in this world.I wish I could cut myself .As much as I want to I can't breaks that promise from my best friend.I wish someone will understand the way I feel but no one does so help me with my pain. Of being alone I have no one to care or love me.So help me.I wish i was dead in a place where everything could change to make it my own life.Sorry if this chapter is shorter then normal.But I don't want to say the rest.
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